where did he come from?, STAAAAABBBB. Options

[me1issaaaa]

What the heck. Okay, my friend Drew has told me he's had feelings for me for the last two or three months. I thought he'd get over it, since I have a boyfriend and everything (whose name just happens to be Drew, as well), and I didn't think much of it at all, since he's 20 and I'm just 16 and we're not really THAT close or anything. I don't know. Lately he's been trying a lot harder to get to know me. I'm dumb, so I thought he just wanted to become better friends. Boy, I'm really, REALLY dumb.


him (3:42:44 PM): tell me you love me
f1awed x (3:43:04 PM): isn't this a song?
him (3:43:13 PM): no
f1awed x (3:43:43 PM): oh
f1awed x (3:43:51 PM): I love you? [:
him (3:44:45 PM): yeah
f1awed x (3:45:28 PM): mmhmm
f1awed x (3:46:50 PM): sooooooo
f1awed x (3:51:37 PM): you're talkative
him (3:52:08 PM): i'm gradually falling out of love with you
f1awed x (3:53:21 PM): .....wow?
him (3:53:47 PM): and since i know where it's headed, i think it's best we stay friends and nothing more.. consider this my 2 weeks notice on trying to be with you
f1awed x (3:55:33 PM): what am i supposed to say to that?
him (3:56:01 PM): i don't know, nothing i guess
him (3:56:14 PM): say whatever you think should be said
him (3:56:44 PM): or just take it and keep it in the back of your head
him (3:56:47 PM): it's up to you
f1awed x (3:57:32 PM): that's just it, i don't even know what to say
f1awed x (3:57:41 PM): ...how long have you felt this way?
him (3:59:50 PM): just recently, last night if not today
him (4:01:11 PM): i can't attempt to love someone who loves someone else... thus me asking you to tell me you love me.. i feel if it can be said to someone who lives a million miles away it can be said to me.. without question marks
him (4:01:49 PM): you've heard this all before, but i'm not going to get where it has to be repeated again
him (4:02:01 PM): i'm sorry
f1awed x (4:03:10 PM): what makes you think you love me?
him (4:03:41 PM): i didn't say i did, i said i can't 'attempt'
him (4:05:36 PM): i admire, i adore, i respect...
f1awed x (4:06:08 PM): oh







And... I don't even know what to say to him now. I'm just at a complete loss of words.

This blows. Never in my life would I have thought I'd be the one hurting someone else.