Fellas On My Mind, Am I wastin my time?... Options

[xXMomoBubbleTeaX...]

I'm not gonna lie. I'm a playette & sometimes it's nice having that title, but then it's also a burden. I have so many guys crazy in love with me, but I still feel lonlieness killing me inside. I know most of you can say well make one your boyfriend and be happy. I love their personaility and talking to them on the phone, but their is always a problem. It's either long distance or I'm not attracted to them. I try not to be shallow & not to put my standards up so high, but thats how I've always been. It's just that I'm tired of playing the game even though I just started. I want to settle down and I'm only 14. I've fallen in love 3 times and thats more than I can handle. I have guys that want to have sex with me, guys that want me to be their girlfriend, guys that want just a piece of me. One of my guy friends said I'm like a cake everyone wants a piece of me. I don't want to be a cake I can't give myself to everyone. I want to give myself to one person & only. Then another one said I'm like a banana split cause I have a split personaility. I don't want to be a banana split either. I want to be the best kind of dessert thats not meant for sharing, but also a dessert where I have one personaility when I'm with this special guy. All I'm really trying to say is I'm a playette, but how can I settle down? I only flirt with guys cause I like the attention, but when I get attention sometimes they start to like me as more than a friend. Thats not what I want and then I end up hurting them.

+ I've got grounded alot this summer cause I've been to boii crazii what should I do?...
I need some help ladies...I know it doesn't make sense, but the parts that do try to help me out with it..