createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

Version2
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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[silver-rain]

dear createBlog diary,
wow, what a pointless long ass entry...i overuse "ass" but anyway thank goodness i'm not pregnant
i'd like to thank xxcrazyjewxx and linke3 for trying to help, i'm truly grateful that they actually read part of my pregnancy scare and replied, thank you rachel and linda
much love,
M.L. x3

Haha, no problem. And, don't worry about the subway's, "if you see something, say something" policy, some people probably wouldn't report it or anything.

Dear cb diary,
Argg, I'm stressing out so much. My mom is pissing me off. And the APs are in 4 days! 4 days! I know nothing! And SAT IIs in a week! Ahhh! Health project due Monday! Maybe I'm worrying and stressing out too much, since it probably wouldn't matter that much anyways but still ahhh. I just can't wait till this is all over, and I really hope my mom will let me go to Senior Prom with him. Maybe I'll just tell her it's junior prom heh. But I still need a dress! And what to do over hte summer! Ahhh! Stress again... Thinking about all this stuff makes me feel like I'm going to explode soon...

[PinkTrash]

dear cb diary;

ahaha <3 girl's day out today, {kyle can be called a chick.} oh it was funn; then we went to brittanys house. i loved it, well mostly because i was trying not to think about him but when least suspectedd; he called me cellphone at the movies =/ it was wierd. then he kept calling and calling, and calling. great to happen; when im trying to get over him =//

rofl; but the whole day was just halarious, joking with becky. and awww :)) brittany and kyle are goingg out. ;D im so happy for every one else's couplings but i just hope i stayy single. for a long time. :)

[sharerol]

Dear cB Diary,

I finished the layout! Woot!! Finally. Okay, my dad is giving me a camera, hopefully before my birthday, which is June 10, because I need it for a school project. =] I am pretty happy right now.

Yay for being happy. I'm going shopping with some buddies tomorrow. Uhh...yeah. I have nothing else to say.

--Cheryl

[to-devastate]

Dear cB Diary,
i'm over him !!!! I'm so happy. Hehe. And yeah. Earlier today, I felt really insecure and I thought that my new crush didn't really like me. So then I got really pissed. And yeahh. But after dinner; Jonathan asked him what he thought of me. And he's like: "Well she definetly has a chance than the other girls on my list." and haaha. I'm starting to love him now. Mann. But yeah. My other close friend likes him too... but she doesn't know. And yeah. That's what sucks. But I guess I'll deal with it when he asks me out? Haha I hope that's soon; "I go for girls I know well"- so hopefully I'll get to know him more. Haha. Toodles!
-Eileeeeen. Happily.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear createblog diary,
Only a month left. One month.

Summer is like heaven to me right now. I'm so sick of this bullshit that school is giving me. I hate how everything I do right now is going to affect my future. It's annoying, and I swear I'm going to go insane.

-julia

[yukichan]

dear cB diary...
Havent been here for a while..
I'm kind of stressed out right now..I have a huge science test tomorrow, 2 big social studies projects that r due this week..ahh..
ahhh..i dont like **** i think..i mean i like him as a friend but nothing more..ahh...so confused..
hmm..i was reading a couple of sad stories this morning (at one in the morning!)it made me appreciate what i have..
sigh..i have school tomorrow...poo..lol..
ok well thats it for today..
<3 Nancy

[whywasisostupid]

dear createblog diary,

I saw him today once again. Everyday. <3
i just been thinking of him.

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary,

well i'm back. haha talk about cb withdrawals... anyways... it was a fun weekend. lots of hot guys up there...lol! it was fun though. so much drama shit though, holy man. so many people got in shit for different things, it was kind of ridiculous actually. our school is retarded. it was so awesome hanging out with chris today though...he is so cool. i'm glad we actually did get to chill. he's so nice too...paid for lunch. i missed some people though...fcuk. i have homework.
bleh.

[yukichan]

dear cB diary..
i think ***tino is mad at me..sigh..i manage to screw things up when they are getting better..
i should go..i need to wake up early and do math hw..
ok well good night everyone..
...Nancy...

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary,

i can't stop thinking about yesterday. seriously. its been on my mind for the last however many hours since it all happened...it was just so...exciting. oddly. it shouldn't have though...i just got such a rush with the sense of mutual attraction. yes i'm being vague for a reason, though i doubt people actually read these. anyways, i honestly can't get it off my mind...to be completely honest: it was such a turn on, honest to god... and it felt so good yet i felt soo guilt-ridden. it wasn't all that much, but it was certainly a new point reached. like when in the portable and he just...ugh.
i have to stop thinking.
anyways, school sucks...we're in the computer lab right now and i'm so bored.
but yeah, i thought a weekend away would fix things...apparently not.

[xTINAA]

Dear cB Diary,
I'm back for a little while. I'm not really liking cB all that much so I probably won't participate on the forums as much. Anyways, school is really lame. Extremely stressful and tiring. Oh well. So...I think I like him. Man...why do I always do this? Go for the guys I can never have? I guess I should have said liked him again. Yeah...I'm stupid enough to fall twice. The first time it was really short...I guess I kind of convinced myself that I didn't...but like now I do. It's so lame. Ugh. Okay well I'm going to go take a practice AP test now (woo..)
-Me.

[Looow]

Dear gkjfhdkthgoren,

I think I'm going to go crazy. I spent the whole day in her class. She is the biggest BLAH. Aghhh she's way too strict. FIVE HOURS in her class. Good lord, save me. Tomorrow I have to too. I hate district testing.

[yukichan]

dear cB diary...
sigh..today was ok..the banquet is next week thursday...i am so not excited..all im going to do, is stand around and do nothing..ya...
omg..im so tired..i had to stay up till 12 to finish my journal and i had to wake up at 4 to do math hw..sheesh..so much..
**** is a nice person..hes so sweet..lol..he tries so hard to understand me..and somehow he knew i was sad..and he actually asked me if i was ok..no one does that these days..i was so suprised..i think im falling for him..ya...
ok well thats it..
...Nancy...

[sharerol]

Dear cB Diary,

Today sucked really bad. Sometimes I feel that I just can't understand anyone there. So yes, today was a bad day, but I don't really care to discuss.

I LOVELOVELOVE my digital camera. However, I've wasted 6 batteries in less than even 24 hours. :( Maybe I love it too much. I still didn't upload any pictures onto my computer yet because quite frankly, I don't know how. Haha....but my uncle said he'd help me with it this weekend. I don't wanna read the instructions. I hate reading instructions. I practically read the whole manual for my camera, though, only to learn how to use it. So um, yeah...

--Cheryl

[*CrackedRearView*]

Dear Diary,

Sometimes I wonder why I still go on.

[Looow]

Dear Createblog Diary,
The dance is tomorrow. There's going to be a jump house. Yes, I am so immature I know but hey I'm only 14. Yes. Okay I'm going to go because I need to go sell tickets for the dance =]
BYEEE

[Juicy <3]

Dear CB,

I got my belly pierced & lied about my age. It hurt for a second, but it was okay. I guess i'm happy with the results, but my dad doesn't know... yet. It's sore and scabbing >_> It should heal properly in 2 months or so, I can't wait for the summer to show it off.
Well, my assumptions were right as usual. *sighs* ______a and ____s are finally going out, even though i don't really understand what he sees in her. Psh, whatever. I'm sad because everyone has someone special in their life, and i have nobody. It stinks. S___ has P___ even though she says she can't go out with him because of her mother and she doesn't wanna have a reputation, T__ has anyone she wants, D___ has L___ as always *rolls eyes* Now it's just me and K___ waiting. Ugh, i hate waiting too.

Tai <3

[someflipguy]

Dear CB Diary,

Rain sucks.

[to-devastate]

Dear cB diary,
I feel like i can't talk to him around her anymore. I think she's getting pretty suspicious of me and him. Today, we went outside to see him. Hahaa. He's so cute . Anywho, we didn't really talk.. nor make eye contact. This sucks. How can I get closer to him without really talking with him? I don't know. I wrote this loong 2 page note on my feelings. I showed Carol. hehe. Woww. In english, she said some things about him and how she "loved" him. I felt really stupid and jealous. Gah. I'm happy for her.. but still jealous. Gah. And also when i said that "I can love him too"... she kind of got quiet. So i dunno. I don't awnt to tell her that I like him too yet. Just not yet. I want to make my move on him.. soon. Before time runss out. Hopefully. Tomorrow, I'm going to Bay T with Carol, Jonathan, and Amy. Bet it's fun :]
-Eileen

[whywasisostupid]

dear createblog diary,
i seem to have gotten my buddy upset today :[

[PinkTrash]

dearr the diary;

track and field practice'' the first one today. im nervous, not only because this year everyone is so well trained and good.. but because hes there. uneassy-ness.. cant wait till mustafa joins us on tuesday (: whipeeee.

[yukichan]

dear cB diary..
omg..theres a person hu idk hu is leaving me weird comments...i feel so guilty for asking **** if that was him...sigh...today really wasnt a good day..got yelled from parents..they make up all this sh*t and say thats what im thinking..when im not..that really pissed me off..today was boys day so i was nice to *ant***lol..im just writing it like that so just incase someone from school sees this, they wont know what i mean..omg..the banquet is next week..hmm..i wonder what others will think if i walk in with my long pants that i usually wear..lol...o ya i never got into summer school..o well..ill be a junior leader again...ok well thats it..
-Nancy-

[Looow]

Dear Createblog Diary,
Hmm what to say, what to say..? Ugh I'm so not juiced about the dance. Only about going in the jumper but..blah fdkgjhdfgkhfurjkd. Miranda's coming over and I'm exited. We haven't spend time together in such a long time and it's nice catching up..

Anyways, my got off the phone with my aunt (dad's side) and yeah they were talking about my quincianera . Yeah my aunt (dad's side) is going to buy the church (not the actual church but the one hour ceremony thing) & buy my dress in Mexico..so that means she's taking me! (summer or so) Holyyy shit. I'm mostly just exited about going to Mexico than actually getting the dress and stuff. This is just too cool =]

I'm so damn juiced about it. Only like 10 months or so. =] Maybe 9. Lorena doesn't feel like counting. Yeah but the probelm is like the "chambelanes" I need to choose four guys but yeah, who is really doing to do it. Yeah I was thinking .. booty, besttest buddy dude, hubert, and yeah i'm stuck on that. maybe bage guy but I'm not sure. Yeah blah dfgfdhykg jdshgkher I still need gosfathers. Planning is so much stress ..maybe I shouldn't have it at all. too much $$ and to much work. but then again, i'm nto going to get another chance to do this. you only turn 15 ONCE. yes. kjfgljgjkfdlh lorena needs to think.

[Teesa]

Dear Createblog Diary-->


I have completed 4 A.P. tests! Only one more A.P. and one I.B. to go!! I want to throw a party =)

-teesa

[nhj_2006]

dear cb diary.

*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH* i am uber stressed out and i have sooo much to write bout. tonight has been weird. i been talkin to tammy for a bit now and suddenly i feel dizzy and just felt like throwing up. goodness, that scared the heck outta me.

my closest friend, bro, got dumped by his 15 year old gurl. shes some innocent gurl, she says she doesnt kno what love is, well to me she seem too innocent to have a relationship with someone like him. hes a swt guy, takin relationship too seriously. bad bad bad. high school relationships always doesnt last long. thats my lesson. well, i havent really exprience a breakup before so i can hardly cheer bro up. anyway that reminds me, tomorrow, is an important. 2 years ago. he asked me out. wowie, time travels.

school is stressin me out like a mother father. family too. for the first time. <3 slept over saturday, parents found out, they didnt say aynthing. i think mom is tryin to say somethin, but she can't or shes just waitin for me to say something. what is there for me to say? we're not doin anything bad. i think the diet plan is stressin me out, no energy or some shiz, can't figure it out. dad was mad last night cuz it was 10 and boo was usin my comp and i was sleepin. he thinks that if im sleepin then piggie should go home. he was just usin my comp. dad says that hes all worried about me and shiz. if piggie wasnt here, he wouldnt have said anything. bs. if he was really worried bout me, then he would kno whats GOING on in my life. today hes just totally ignorin me. can't believe my parents and i are havin a barrier right now. it is so weird.

mom just got home and i just can't stand it anymore. im bout to @#$@# anytime. i have sooo much to do this weekend. its crazzzay. 3 essays, spanish vocab to memorize, math test, physics notes, and us his project. AHHHHHH. i so can't wait till this semester is over. i wonder how would i pass this summer. last summer, i fell in love. this summer, hes goin back to vietnam. not too long i heard. anyway im going to OC for a week. okay i think im takin up too much cb room. whoopsie. i love CB!!!

- slakjdas me. take care everybody