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[lilliannnn]

i know i just wrote to you, but i need to again

bmw -

i miss you so much it's making me physically sick. everday i wake up feeling like i've been run over by a car. i cant breathe, my back aches, my stomach feels so nauseous and i can barely walk i'm so shaky. it was really bad today. especially after someone told me you were about to go out with this other girl. how can you tell me you didn't want a girlfriend then do this? i'm so confused. all these emotions are too much for me to handle. IM SICK. this is crazy.

- lb

[LiLShawty988]

u actually really had me... but u left.

and that just FUCKEN HURTS LIKE A BIT*H!!

and worst part is that i cant even fr**ken get over you!!!

[Rachel]

Darling, don't leave me! I don't want you to go on some stupid hike!! I want you here with me! I even bought a new pretty bra...I promise the weekend would be hawt, ahh well.

See you sunday hopefully =(

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

you really confuse me. you change so much at a time just stick to one person you make everyone confused and upset, everytime you shift you end up leaving more people out. you always random prop people you dont even know and then you try to be their friend. isn't that called social climbing? a friend told me once you and her were at this party and her and her friend were hanging out cause they were best friends and you just come along calling her friends name and her friend looks at you as if you're mental. please just stop it, STOP IT stick to one person be friends and be foe with A GROUP of people and stop switching.

[vampireduster]

Im sorry

[loljuliana]

-- i feel like we're drifting apart. do you even still like me? i dont know. .i just feel like you wouldnt care if i left or not. .and i know that you'll have more fun without me in your way. you're wasting your time on me. you're too good for me. its obvious. .you'd be better off without me. i'm not kidding. you dont need me. .and you know that. oh well. .i still love you. you know who you are

-- i love my handball buddies; Jane&Amy<3 you too Jue<3

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

forget it, i figured im not gonna waste my time expressing this. it's all gonna be a waste a waste of time. i have more important things to worry about then if you take all of my friends away on your side without hearing my side of the story. go ahead. my opinion will stay the same. don't try to change yeah you know who you are. you change way to much. hate is a strong word and i won't use it agaisnt you. that day you were at my house you told us to keep a secret whatever stayed in my house stays and i still kept it. i hope you do the same. no matter how much i despise you i would never tell your secrets. you doubt too many peopl, have faith in them. you have to learn to take care of yourself, you can't always depend on your friends to do everything for you. earn it. i really dont know if i should give you another chance or just live my life without you in it.

[jue]

wow; i haev been through so much with yu(=
us getting established as J buddays and then do fancyness and then to "COOL" people lolsss(=

i love yu so muchh; i love yur hugs there so tight and warm(=
im so glad we came really close this and last year<3
we even practiced handball in the morning at 6:30 together(;
wow; and think about it; we even went volunterring at local day care centers ttogether.

WOW; i love yu

[yummy_delight]

so yeah. i had a dream about you last night. it was the best and the worst.

best because i was having hot passionate S E X with you.

worst because now i can't look you in the face.







i want you NOW.

[xhelena]

imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou!!!!
i m i s s y o u soooo fckN mUCh!!!!
i cant stand it
i wish you were here,
i wish you didnt have to move away.
i wish you were going to the cultural convention!
i wish that there was another tournament..
i wish that i'll be able to c u again.... soon.
sigh and i like you a lot dont forget me when ur gone.
youre not the person thats just there anymore....
matchmaker DY -0-
oh well i'm glad i went to the vball tournament... and i'm glad you noticed me there
i miss you
[[ 2 L0SERS ]]
forever.

[silver-rain]

Heh, welcome home! I missed you. Man, I'm so glad that I got to see you today, before and after working on my health project. Heh, it must be fate for my to be in his group since he lives so close to you. Hah, love you lots. I'm glad we had that talk today... I really do love you, and I know you do too.
You have no idea how much I missed you while you were gone, but I'm so glad you're back. Today was really nice <3. See you Sunday.

[Just_Dream]

I wish you would call. :/ It's been a while; we never got to finish our conversation. You're so inspirational--but you probably already know just how powerful your words really are.

[SimplicityGirl]

To _______,

I promise myself that I won't ever fall for you ever again...but these days...I don't know...everytime I look at you...even if it's just a glimpse...I remember all the good times we had together, and I sometimes wonder what would have happened if we never crossed the line and just remained as friends...nothing can change the fact that you were the first boy that I dared to call my bf...and nothing can change the fact that I just wasn't good enough for you...and it hurts me to just walk by you in the halls and act like we never met...it hurts me to see you flirt with other girls...but I guess the thing that hurts me the most...is the fact that you meant everything to me, and I can never forget you...while I meant absolutely nothing to you, and that you don't even remember who I am now. I wish you can feel what I feel and maybe you'd understand how much my heart broke because of you...maybe you'd understand why I feel that way...and maybe, just maybe, you'd understand me.

To ________,

From what my friends told me about what happened between you and her, and how you're with a new girl now, you lost any respect that I had for you.

[sheddingtears]

hey you,

there's only six weeks of school left, and next year is unpromised. maybe "i had a million chances to tell you everything" but i want this to be real and unhurried. usually if someone has something for someone, they would do more than just look at them. although that's the only way we really show affection to one another, i understand why. we've got no classes and our friends don't talk to each other. sometimes i wish we could be so much closer than this. then again, some things just aren't meant to be.

i get so psyched up at the thought of telling you how i feel, but something is keeping me back.

i can tell that i don't have to wait for you now that we know it's too late.

maybe next year ... maybe.

[LA_MORENA]

i miss you soo much..i really cared for you..n i still do..you mean the world to me. God, i never realized how much i liked you! but you dont feel the same..i want to tell you that i hate you for breaking my heart for the 2nd time,but i know that i will only be lying to you. Oh how i miss your touch,your kiss,the looks you used to give to me. i cant seem to get you out of my head. im falling apart with out you. i am trying to move on but it is not the easiest thing to do..its hard to look at you when you say hi to me. i feel stupid for ever liking you,for getting attached to you. i regret ever FALLiNG for you.I just wish this never happened..

[cRaZiiXbEauTiFul]

i thought i was over you. i really did. but then i realized..i didnt want to be over you. i love you so much it hurts sometimes, but how could you ever feel the same way?? are things still the same as they were last year? when i think forward into my life ten, fifteen years, i cant imagine my life without you. it scares me to think that maybe...there will be a time when you wont be there...at all.... i wish so bad that i had the courage and confidence to just..tell you, but you get me so confused. you look at me, and then five minutes later, you ignore me. what am i supposed to think?? i love you so much i want to cry sometimes and it hurts so much to see you everyday and know that im not with you. i love you, and i always willl, even if you dont love me back...

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sometimes i just cant stand you. why are you trying so hard to act like me?? cant you be your own person?? is that to much to ask for?? why do you always make comments about my friends, what i wear, my hair, my makeup?? what do you expect me to be, perfect?? i cant believe you had the nerve to call me boy crazy, when youre the one stalking who stalks all these guys. please just stop, you make me so angry sometimes, i just cant stand it.

[vampireduster]

i miss you

[LittleLulu]

dear squishy:
please forgive me for being soo selfish as to wanting you all to myself. i've never felt like this about anyone before. and i truely need you with me. everyday i wanna say this, but its never the right time...

i love you.<3 and i always will baby.

[alliegrl_x]

you replaced me. i hate it but i cant say anything about it. its wrong, but i wish you disappeared. i dont even know if im the only person that realizes it anymore. i also dont know if you can see it in me. you can see that im filling up with hate and jealousy. He asks you out, you become attached to her and her and him...her...him.... it's all way too coincidental to miss. i cant tell anyone, no one. Even though i seem like i have moved on, with my "new bf" and all, i dont feel right. i love my bf, that i never doubt. but you just took everything obliviously. and living with that in the corner of where my locker is is just too much to bare. i hate to feel this way. still convincing myself to stay strong is only going to hold me up for so long.

[hiromi]

to a person I know:
I can't believe you can fall for such an EASY TRICK. And this is the second time! You shouldn't assume that he loves you. He's just a horny kid halfway across the country who wants to cyber with you! HE WAS GOING TO JACK OFF TO A's PICTURE! And she's our friend! He wanted her to strip on her webcam! She's smart enough not to, and yet you believe this "OMG I love you so much i'll screw ya" bullcrap from him. If he loves you so much, why is it that all he talks about is screwing you, screwing him, horny this, horny that. I swear, if you don't come to your freaking senses, you'll be dumb enough to cyber with him. tsk. and I thought you knew better.

[lilliannnn]

I wish you would call. :/ It's been a while; we never got to finish our conversation. You're so inspirational--but you probably already know just how powerful your words really are.

hey t -

i feel the same way as Just_Dream does. exactly.
SO WILL YOU CALL ME?!!? haha, i love you so much.

- lil lil (i love that nickname. it gives me shivers everytime you say it.)

[aznhunnie6o1]

This is gunna be really long....

-I'm glad you asked me to be your girlfriend. I'm happy we're together. I'm hurting SO much though... One of your friends said that she didn't think I actually liked you that much.. But that is SUCH a lie!! I really honestly like you and I'm absolutly crazy about you. And after school on Friday when 'he' said "You we're better off with _______." That really hurt... He might have been joking around.. but it still hurt me alot... I really want to talk to you about this.. But I don't want to cause you troubles... I'm also afraid you'll break up with me because I don't talk to you alot... I try to!! I was crying for like an hour and a half over this... I hope we can stay together for a while...

-Your jealous that I took your ex. Don't hide it. I can tell. It's not my fault he likes me now and I like him back. You think that I'm not being myself around him and that I started hanging out over there to "impress" him. Don't assume things. I started hanging out over there to get to know him better, I don't wanna just talk to him online. And I am being myself around him. You can even ask one of my close friends that hangs out with me and him. You don't even hang out with us. So how would you know?! I mean.. you would be a person I consider someone I know, but I wouldn't consider you a friend. I didn't stab your back cause I'm not exactally friends with you. I know it's hard to get over an ex since he was the one that broke up with you, but your gunna have to sooner or later. He didn't think you we're even worth telling his parents. You made all your friends think he's a jerk. Just.. get over him.

-I'm sorry we don't hang out anymore and that you think that my boyfriend is more important to me than he is you.. But I really want to get to know him. You choose not to hang out with me. I never said you couldn't so stop getting all jealous. I love you because your my bestfriend and will always be... Just not when you act like this.

[dreamerOi]

don't worry so much. i love you. im not just going to go and find another boyfriend. what kind of person would i be ><. plus im hoping to stay with you for a while. im always here so dont get so down when im not.

[me1issaaaa]

Where to start, where to start.

Dearest,
You mean so much to me. You've never pressured me to do anything I wasn't completely alright with. You're always there for me. You're prefect. The little things you do make me admire you more and more. Never in my life would I have thought I'd meet somebody like you. I'd see people so happy with their 'significant others', and I'd kind of wonder when my turn would come. And I guess it finally has.
You are the epitome of 'Perfect'. No - perfect is an understatement. You will never, ever, ever, ever know what you mean to me or how you've made my life so much better.
I'll never be worthy of your attention. I don't know why you're with me. I honestly don't understand how I could possibly the the luckiest girl on Earth. But I am.
You've made me realize just how special little things are. Everytime the phone rings... gosh, I can't even begin to explain how you make my heart race.
Drew, you are wonderful. I've been blesses.

[NgocQuyen]

hello there my buddy Y n!!!!! lols...you know...im really mad with you....but not really...because you're so freaking cute i just can't stay mad at you? its completely impossible...but what's with you? i know you had a little "chit-chat" with my girl kendra...yea she told me that you said that you get nervous around me and you just dont know what to say....so that's why you dont come up to me and talk to me eh? but goshes....buddy! what do you want me to do? walk up to you? do you have no idea how freaking shy i am?! grr...you've asked me to do the impossible!!! and i want you to learn how to be straight up too....i've already done the impossible many times...so can't you do that for me? grr...oh well...haha...you're still mad cute...and yea...haha....i cant get over you so easily you know? but i dont think i would be needing to...seeing it that we're talking and all.... ok buddy! see you later...

p.s. and before we started talking...just thought i'de let you know....i did enjoy stalking you.....muwhahahaha just kidding