rejection-hurt-pain, how have u been hurt? Options

[kellee91]

being cheated on has to be one of the most hurtful actions a guy/girl can do to another person.
be it at any gae, it still makes you feel used and worthless. i should know, i've been cheated on, and i'm only 13.

my boyfriend and i had being goin out for 10 months and he was tha sweetest thing who everyone wanted. and I had him. all the girls were jealous of me and how we were go good together. all of the girls complimented us on how we get along heaps and how were were right together. i could see that they envied us.i'm trying not to sound up-myself here but it was true.

we were known as " the IN-THING " of year 7. and i was proud.
then the christmas holidays came along and i hadent seen him for a while becasue he had gone to bali for a soccer trip. wen he came bak we went up tha street with another person from our class hu wasnt the nicest or had the bestest reputation.
that day wasnt one of the bestest days that i had witnessed i can tell u...i'm not goin to say much about it but just that my bf wasnt exactly "normal".

after about a week i went on holidays up tha coast for a week and came bak and went to tha park with some frends from skool. they were told from a girl that did swimming with them that she gave a head job to my bf wen i was away. at tha time i was so dumpfounded that it didnt really occur to me that he cheated on me. then a couple of days later it really sunk in.
i also found out that he had started smoking (b4 this he had smoked and told me that he stopped) so he was lying to me aswell.

i was frends with this girl that he cheated on me with. which made it even worse.

they both say that they regret it....but y should i believe them... i really still like this guy but ino if i get back together with him he will only expect me to live up to his expectations , n then he will only break my heart even more.

i cant get over him even tho its been 4 months and hes practically goin out with another girl now.(they both deny liking each other but everyone knows they want to be with eachother)

me and him are talkng again.

i really really miss him..but ino if u got bak with him...i'll regret it even more.

its just so hard.

if anyone is in the same situation as me plz reply to this topic....

and plz i need advice if neone had any.......
and ino it may seem like a highschool love, no one cares about ,,,,,i assure you its not.