he asked me out, but... Options

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ok, so friend 1 (a girl), who is friends with friend 2 (a guy) (and also friends with me) told me that f2 likes me. i was honestly stunned. REALLY stunned. but... he's just my friend! so she asked me also if i would go out with him. after a while (of intense stressfulness nerve wracking-ness) i said i'd think about it, when i wanted to say no. *sigh* and so later, in english, he seemed to be avoiding me... of course it's understandable though...

i mean i dont want to have a boyfriend just for the sake of having one right?? and wouldnt saying yes, when i dont like him, hurt him worse later on, when i tell him the truth? i feel like if i'd say yes to any guy, i'd have to like him right off. it would just have to seem right, and i'd want to say yes without even thinking. and i havent liked him anymore then a friend so... i wouldnt want to possibly 'grow' to like him you know?

..... then why do i still feel miserable about the whole thing?

i've decided to tell him myself later on...