ever suffer from depression??, well...these days i am.. Options

[souldreamers]

Yea I did... during my teenage years. Because my parents are divorced and I had to move around a lot. But things are much better now. Just keep in mind that things will get better.

[*xcaitlinx*]

uh...everyone gets depressed sometimes. its not a disease or anything unless you're never HAPPY. No, i dont suffer from depression. i dont take happy pills, if that's what you're asking.

[demolished]

yeah, i suffer alot from my depression since Summer because " ....... " .. i just dont want to explain it .. it hurtts more when i think about it .. it's about friends problems .. PERIOD.

also, i'm kind of getting over it now . it's better then before ..

[jenika]

i dont think i actually went through "serious" depression...i know i was depressed in like freshmen/sophmore year...i felt invisible and helpless and the fact that im quiet and like to keep things bottled inside didnt help...i actually considered suicide too

but im its all good now

[crazyuproar]

yea... that goes away with time

[Shattered_Hope]

sometimes when I'm under too much stress...and I feel like I'm running out of time.

[nicky04033]

i usually suffer from depression after breaking up wiv a guy.....
but why are u depressed?? ur parents should not yell at u neway.....

[angel-roh]

I used to, but I never knew what was it that time. I was suffering depression that I... yeah cutted few times...but all the scars are gone. I hide it... not telling my dad and my stepmom... I was so mad and felt like I was trapped inside a prison. I couldn't cry because I didn't want anyone to see me. And everyone was always with me so I couldn't scream or let out my tears... so I just hold it in and you know if you hold it in, it hurts even more... I thought if I let it out, I will lose everything in me... so I just tried to stay calm. My grades were dropping down, I was playing video games more than studying and doing homeworks. I thought playing video game was helping me out because you know it's fighting... I just wanted to hit someone or just beat up someone... so I thought that I should play video games to relieve my stress... my dad was yelling at me... my dad went to korea without telling me why... leaving me, my sister, and my brother at someone's house that i didnt want to stay in with.... it was a disaster.. i was a gothic actually.. my sister still never believes me that i wasnt a gothic haha.... YEAH BECAUSE SHE JUST KNEW WHAT GOTHIC MEANS AFTER SHE TURNED HERSELF INTO "PUNK" heh... she thinks that im not cool enough to be a gothic hahahahaha yeah that time only. i guess she thinks gothic is cool people... umm whatever..anyways, i wore black chokers... black lipstick..well not always...but i was a strange gothic a lot.. BUT IM SO GLAD THAT I DIDNT DO DRUGS!! and was not obsessed at cutting... whew for that... you know when you're young, you don't know what's going on because you're still in the process of learning new stuff..yeah i was in that problem. it was hard and difficult for me.. i was gona do a commit suicide, but a hero came and rescue me... some of you guys know justin park hehe... yeah he helped me with these problems with commiting suicide... if it wasnt him... i would've been DEAD by now.

[greedybunny92]

poor you.... dont worry, things will turn good someday!!! just smile and live goes on!
Good luck!

[jr0h]

heck yes i do and i know it sucks but be glad that it cant be worse. sometimes being depressed is a good thing too so keep that in mind.

[tmauze]

i think i'm slipping into that state of depression again...it's just a really hard time in life. friends turn out to be bitches and all the popular people are whores. i'm sorry you feel it to but i think it just happens. oh and my grades are slipping too...sucks doesn't it. i'm going to fail out of school soon enough. but i'm horny

[sandy_lumpy_shor...]

i dont think your depressed, you should be my friend, NOW shes depressed. i thionk your just havving alot of bad days

[ItzOnlySydney]

currently yes. in the past yes.

[BabieBlue2240]

i've been depressed for so long i just kinda got used to it. ii'm always sad and i never feel like doing anything. i'll give my friends excuses b/c i dont' wanna go out, instead i stay home and usually end up crying. cutting, yea i've done that too. i don't really kno why but it seems to help sometimes.

lifes a bitch and then ya die ... right!

[xXirockhardXx]

Yeah ive been depressed before but i wouldnt do anything carzy i would just be pist all the time so that not really deprssion.. or it is? :shrugs: Well if its becasue of you friends try to make new best friends. Hope everything works out.

[Spirited Away]

Goodness, yes I have. I explained what I could of my depression on my xanga... I think I'm almost over it. It really weighed me down for the last three weeks...

"This has been the most depressing week of my life thus far. Funny thing is that I have no reason to be so melancholy, but the dragons are just there. These monsters are eating me up alive and I'm not resisting. I let them kill me and I let them grow strong. My own mind is mocking me, betraying the trust I have of myself. Turmoil. Who can I trust if I do not, first, trust myself?

I'm a failure. I'm failing at saving myself. I'm so weak, it's ridiculous. I think someone could break me in two if they just bump into me.

Do not ask me to talk about this. I wouldn't know where to start. I don't want a start. Perhaps, I just want an end.

There are so many people in the world, so many places. I need to be at those places, meeting those people. Yes. I think meeting everyone and being everywhere will help me find myself again. Maybe then, after this finding of self, I can face the dragons."


People who know me will definately think I'm going bonkers. I'm normally a quiet person, but I've never lacked confidence in myself nor am I one to cry over spilled milk.

[zbrittanyz]

I used to get depressed all the time but I just kept telling myself that there were better things to do than spend my time being depressed all the time.

[zznazi]

well you might just suck!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

[aznxdreamer]

are you sure its depression? its not officially depression untils its diagnosed by a doctor.

[5ayuri]

NOPE ive never been depressed.i hope i dont become depressed cuz it seems really bad. =( well hope you feel better.

[ANG33ZY]

umm. what can i say? not really.

[*SimplePlan_Luvr*]

Yeah i was so depressed 4 lik 2 weeks it was so depressed lol. Here sum handie advice its called spa, facial get ur nails done lol. Other free non-depression advice more sleep jst stay away fum da world 4 a bit (lik 2 days) thn ur b fyne