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time doesnt heal, im still not over him
nlgrl
post Mar 19 2005, 01:28 PM
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so its been a little over 2 months since me n my ex broke up, and about a month since he decided to stop talking to me altogether. trust me i WANT to get over him and ive TRIED to get over him... but its still no use. ive tried doing things to get my mind off him but... no use. it seems like when time passes by it gets wrose every day and n ot helping at all... and time passes by sooo slowly that... i get the recconize all the feelings that im haveing... im not putting myself down... you think i WANT to feel this way? i dont but... i dont know... nowadays i find myself just moping around and such
hows he doing?
not better than me... from what i can see, he's depressed. how do i kno? cause the last time he took drugs was when he was depressed (long before we met) and hes taking drugs now and im worried about him... id help him but... i dont know exactly if I AM apart of the problem. he's even dreaming about suicide... i really dont know if he's like this cause of me or whatever
im my opinion i really think we should get back together cause its obvious our lives are miserable witout each other... and i keep thinking he broke up with me for the same reason... he wants me to be happy with someone elce.... cause we're not TOTAL oppisites but... not exactly alike on the social scale... he told me to find someone better than him cause he thinks HE isnt good enough... i have a strong feeling he want to be with me but he's forcing himself to stay away... (i dont have a bad past so i dont kno y...) he even said on his xanga "but it still seems like im lieing to myself while putting on a show for everyone elce"

i COULD talk to him... but i dont kno if he'd want to cause he told me to leave him alone... im scared to... ive never felt so low about myself sad.gif
 

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nlgrl   time doesnt heal   Mar 19 2005, 01:28 PM
X-Zeifer   Woah hes really depressed. Your in a big situation...   Mar 19 2005, 01:31 PM
whatiismae   oh wow. why do you like him? write down all the re...   Mar 19 2005, 04:50 PM
Weird_I_Know   QUOTE(whatiismae @ Mar 19 2005, 4:50 PM)oh wo...   Mar 20 2005, 01:02 PM
xXirockhardXx   Oh sorry you have to go threw this, if you still l...   Mar 19 2005, 05:08 PM
nlgrl   i HAVE ended all contact with him... just doesnt s...   Mar 19 2005, 05:20 PM
Shino_Boi_X_Hunter   All I have to say is... That you are not responsi...   Mar 19 2005, 09:47 PM
Chii   here are my two cents... time DOES heal, two mont...   Mar 19 2005, 09:56 PM
yukichan   QUOTE(chii @ Mar 19 2005, 4:56 PM)here are my...   Mar 19 2005, 11:59 PM
Shattered_Hope   I think you should talk to him....even if he might...   Mar 19 2005, 11:17 PM
ItzOnlySydney   i broke up w/ my ex about a little over a year ago...   Mar 20 2005, 12:03 AM
mai_z   time heals everything. It doesn't mean you...   Mar 20 2005, 12:16 AM
nlgrl   hey guys... u really made me feel better ill ...   Mar 20 2005, 11:48 AM
lilshelil   First of all the drugs is his bussiness not urs if...   Mar 20 2005, 01:28 PM
nlgrl   QUOTE(lilshelil @ Mar 20 2005, 1:28 PM)okay h...   Mar 20 2005, 07:17 PM
cHuNsAbAbIe012   i know how ur feeling but the only reason y ur not...   Mar 20 2005, 01:50 PM
CUTEBUNNY160   QUOTE(cHuNsAbAbIe012 @ Mar 20 2005, 10:50 AM)...   Mar 20 2005, 01:54 PM
pinayprincess   its called LOVE lol..dnt worry you gotz a whole li...   Mar 20 2005, 03:14 PM


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