love hurts, </3 Options

[xBBYFRE5H]

there this guy that i lyked since lyke what... 4th grade? and lyke we didnt go to the same school but i lyke saw him every week. then lyke he was always an option to go out with him. this year. we finally went out. for 3 months and one day. i was lyke completely walking on water when we went out. i even gave him 100 dollars for his birthday and for a xmas gift. ( YEH I KNOW I'M STUPID) but i really thought that we had something and that we would really last. then he broke it off because i guess he wanted to be friends. lyke i was cool with that. but then the next day. he started talking shit. and i'm the kid that HATEEE shit talking. so then i sorta went crazy on him. i wanted to kill him. he was talking so much stuff. and he was all just laughing about it. and at our school we have this small room by the lunch courts called the asb store. and lyke i'm was in asb and that room is lyke the half doors? yennoe where lyke you can swing out the top part. anyways. my friends locced me in there cause they know that i have anger manegement problems and that i would've killed him. i had those trash piccer uppers and i was whacking stuff. i threw a full powerade bottle at him but i missed and hit my friend. then she was crying and limping. then there was a hugeeee group of people. the teachers and vp's were there and everything. buut of course i kept it cool. the teachers were trying to get names and stuff from witnesses. but i looked different on that one day then every other day. anyways. it broke up. he ran away lyke a flippin coward and ever since he's scared of me because i have what they call " friends in high places" i guess. then two weeks later i got called into the vp's office. i got saturday schol for throwing the bottle at my friend. it was gayyy. i started a petiotion but not shit that didnt work >:[ and the worst part of all.. my ex is the BIGGEST MAMA'S BOY.i didnt find out he was a mama's boy till after our realtionship and i was scared that he was gonna tell his mama and he mom would take it to the office and i'd get in more trouble becaues my parents didnt know we were going out but his did. so yeah. ever since then he's scared. but it truly sucks. because i still have have feelings for him. i mean three months is a long time. and i guess that i really wish that i didnt go physo on him...