The Disguise Crumbles, Wow..I'm on a roll ^_^ Options

[TreesTurnMeOn]

Looking through my eyes
You will see
What it's like
To be in misery
And you know what you see
But trust me
You don't even know
What it's like being me
And you can't see
I'm hurting
You're too blind
To notice my pain
It feels like everyone's
Sitting in sunshine
While I'm out here
Drowning in the rain
And I'm so tired
Of pretending
That everything in life
Is perfectly okay
My tears are slowly
Starting to show
And my smile
Is fading away
Sometimes I wanna
Walk away
And not have to
Worry anymore
Cause all the things
That I've been through
I just can't handle them
Like I used to
And when I'm stuck
Deep in this shit
I'm gunna suck it up
And deal with it
And I know people
Are gunna dissapoint you
And I kind of expected that
But..I woke up this morning
And realized
I am the dissapointment