suicide Options

[dani41790]

ive wanted to do it but never did it since its wrong

[xXirockhardXx]

No ive never thought of killing my self and im hoping never to think about it. Im praying for everybody here who is is thinking about. I hope everything works out for you guys.

[toodlepops.]

I'm sure you're not ugly, everyone is beautiful. ;)
I've never really thought about commiting suicide, too scared.

[antix10_kos]

have i ever tried to kill myself??

yes, 3 times.
-once in 7th grade (i took about 50-100 tylenol pms. i didn't die, i just slept a really sound sleep for about 20 hours. then i woke up and my mom drove me to school and told me not to call her, she wasn't gonna come get me, no matter how sick i was. i threw up for about 3,4 days after that. and i had horrible dreams.)

-once in 9th grade ( i took a half a bottle of tylenol and half a bottle of vicodan. once again, i got really sick. the only difference was i stayed home from school for 3 days that time cuz i had trouble staying awake.)

-once in 11th grade (this time, i don't even remember what i took or how much of it i took. i just opened the med cabinet and started taking stuff. i passed out downstairs, where my friend who staying with us, found me and slapped me til i woke up. when i woke up, we played Warcraft and then we went to McDonald's. the next two weeks were a blur. the only thing i was vaguely aware of was the fact that her bf cheated us out of Tool tickets. the bastard.)

i have severe social anxiety disorder and i'm manic-depressive. i didn't find out any of this until i was a senior in high school and my mom was hospitalized with mental problems. she was tested and it was found out that she was manic-depressive. then the doctors tested my sister, her kids, and myself. i am the only one who inherited it, it seems....

don't try suicide, it doesn't solve problems, it creates them. work through your problems and try hard everyday to find something worth living for. i found that music really helps me through the bad times. maybe music will help u, maybe it's drawing or playing games or a friend that u love or a pet....i don't know. all's i can say is don't kill yourself. you'll hurt more people than u ever know if u died. u may think that no one loves u but there is someone out there, even if it's only one person, who would probably be very devestated if u were to try suicide and actually succeed. experts say that right before a suicide person dies, they wish desperately to be alive. i know that is true. all three times, when i felt it all closing in, i said "i don't really want to die. i just want this pain to end."


ps---don't tell me that what i did was wrong, that i am going to hell or anything like that. i have sat through many years of therapy for my problems and i don't believe in God. so please, if u have anything like that to say, then please keep it to yourself. i know that some will find i wrote about absolutely abhorrent. that's ok. i don't judge u, so please do me a favor and don't judge me.

[tarachangsays]

yeah a lot of people try it. i use to cut all the time. like..everytime i was upset, i'd cut, but then mishyerr helped me realize i don't need it. here's my saying......

"life's a bitch, we all know that, but be a bigger bitch and fight through it and live life to the fullest. it's much harder to live then die. anyone could die, but not everyone gets the chance to live.." xox_tc

[EmmalieV]

sometimes when im REALLY down but thinking about sucide sometimes i guess you can say its normal because eveyrone goes through it.

[krispy_kreme333]

ive thouht about it so many times but i never acctually attempted it. i used to cut alot last year but then i stopped. i still think about suicide alot but i dont really want to anymore, i guess that becasue i have some things to look forward to.

[greedybunny92]

i thought about it before. once, i had a knife or something on my hand and i wanted to died. but then, i thought about my family and stuff so i put back the knife and never do that anymore.

[BEBEx_iNFAM0USS]

the way i see it, life's a gift;; enjoy every moment of it.

[iheartsimba]

Never tried...never planning on it. I think no matter how bad things might be going later on you'd probably regret even thinking about it...life is just so sacred and who knows if we can ever get this chance again..

[JlIaTMK]

how is cutting your wrists suicide?

[to-devastate]

aww. don't feel that way about yourself. everyone is beautiful in their own way.
sometimes i think about suicide.. but i also find myself not doing it. I think about it constantly; even just cutting my wrist. But i fear of pain.

[sm0kinm0nky]

i hate blood, like i fainted in school cuase we talked about blood, so when i think of slit wrists, and cutting, and cut throat. i get liek chills down my spine


and truthfully ti hink if you comit sucude your just a damn coward that cant deal with life. Life is hard, it wont always go you're way, welcome to the real world.
and you ever think what would happen if you tried to kill yourself and you didnt suceed and you're still alive?

[doglover_76]

i think we thought about suicide at some point
but whether we try or not is something else.

[heyyfrankie]

no. i have never tried to kill myself. i don't think death is the answer.

[*salcha*]

no, because there are so many things to live for.
whenever im down, i think about all the good memories...i flip through my photo albums, the supportive comments my friends left me on xanga, or take a visit to my jr. high school.

[jr0h]

have you thought about how many kids out there are committing or just trying to committ suicide? have it ever come to mind that suicide is the most stupidest thing in the world? but i seriously cant blame you cause when youre just depressed your mind will mess with you but i hope someday you'll realize and regret that you even went near that thought and never tell yourself that again. i always tell people this when theyre in this situation but really...think about the other people out there..what theyre going through. how much they want to die. be thankful that yours couldnt of got worse then theirs.