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[HongKongDong]

To her-

You've always made me smile... but a smile isn't forever. I think im gonna take a break. I'm sorry, but at this very age I don't think we should be playing this game..

[*wind&fire*]

to all enlish speakers and teachers in general

WHY IS ENGLISH SOO FREAKING HARD!!!!! I DONT WANT TO WRITE A WHOLE FREAKING ESSAY ON HOW WUTHERING HEIGHTS WAS RECEIVED!!!!!!

[ethik dreamer]

Excuse me, ____
I've once again stumbled upon seeing you. It's let me free of so much. After I last saw you, my mind became more organized and more contemplative, and everything seemed like there was a valid answer, that I was just too stupid to figure it out. Then, just recently, I came upon your picture and I once again began to feel more scrambled, unable to figure out what to do. You're not the only thing that's been breaking my concentration, but you were certainly the one who'd freed me from my own masters of infatuation and corrupted imagery. Now, I've gone on the verge of insanity, and practicality. If there was no answer, then I'd leave it as that, and keep it unsolvable until someone proves me wrong. If a problem ever occured, and I found no way out, I'd just accept the consequences rather than making my own back door. All because you had to come into the picture, my peace has been changed.

Sincerely - Me~

[audory]

well, i guess you didn't mean it the way it sounded. but please, double check before you hit enter. that small phrase left me scarred forever. but i still love you. and, by the way, we need to spend more quality time together... without bryan or patrick or any other friends hanging around us.

[*stephinika*]

to you or you?

thank you immensely...honestly. i cannot thank you enough for everything you've done for me. its so much more than i deserve...you are the reason i don't feel so dead. you've brought me back to life. thank you for opening my eyes and waking me from the dull dream i was in. i don't know how i'd function without you in my life. you are truly amazing. your talents, your kindness, your love continues to surprise me. you make me feel loved, and for that i must thank you.

[*Azarel*]

".. you wanna make my life miserable? You wanna make me cry? Well CONGRATULATIONS, you made it, give yourself a FUCKING MEDAL, [...] and thank you for making me miserable because you know I really haven't had ENOUGH OF THAT TODAY. Thanks EVER SO DELICIOUSLY MUCH."

Shut the fuck up, I don't need your shit. Mother dear, is that all you ever wanted from me? For me to care? Because I'm not going to start now. I hate you. I always have. Is there anything else that you'd like to bitch at me for? Go ahead, kick me while I'm down. That's all you ever seem to do. You don't care about me, not in the least. I can't even imagine why I'm still here. How many times have you made me think about killing myself? How many times have you fucking made me cry? You're the reason I'm such a fucking FAILURE. You're the goddamn reason I hate myself. You know I fucking believe everything you fucking tell me now; it's sort of hard not to, after sixteen years. I should just kill myself. That would be of great convenience for you, wouldn't it? Nothing I ever do will ever be good enough for you, I know. Why do you even think I've given it all up? I have nothing. I am nothing. Is that good enough? What is that you want me to do? Be a whore, right? Because that's all you say I'll ever be good enough. At least then I'll be fucking paying back your sorry ass for raising me, right? That's all you care about. The money that you waste on me. Then why not give me up for fucking adoption? Why didn't you abort me? Here's the honest truth. I hate you. Truly.

[Lenn]

I smile because it's over.
Cliched, perhaps, but I guess it's pretty true.
You and me, no one would have ever guessed,
so I guess it came as no surprise to the majority of the ministry
that things didn't "work out".

It's been two weeks (:
I'm learning to let go, slowly.
Just like Jay Chou's song - "jie kou" - excuse.
Well, it's ok, I understand ,
perhaps I was suffocating you (:

but I still do not understand...

How can I, a 15 year old, be "too matured" for you, a 16 year old?

~_~|

This proves one thing-

Guys my age are simply too immatured..

Life? It's about play, study, bgrs, or .. stuff. They won't go too indepth into it. Why? 'Cause it's foreign territory.


and also I dislike the way I am melding in to this hotpot of similar thoughts. on bgrs that didn't work out, on friendships which hurt.

hurhur, babe (:
God bless.

[LuZz]

i wonder what i meant to you...

was i just for a bit of fun
was i just your toy
was i just nobody to you
was i just some girl that decided to play?

did i really mean not a single thing to you?

i really hope you'll treat your future girlfriends with respect.

DON'T PLAY WITH MY HEART.

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[to-devastate]

Dear [Insert name here],
Stop being such a stupid fcuk. I'm practically in love with you but you are just so clueless. Sometimes you just make me laugh of how stupid you really are. You wanted a girl who cared for you. I'm right in front of you. You are so blind.

[Teesa]

You are awesome. I'm glad I got to talk to you again today even more. I hope you will be one of my best friends in the near future.

[DesperateXMeasur...]

Sorry I won't be there tomorrow.

[xBEBE]

I've finally gotten over you. I'm so proud of myself for that. Because of you, I am a stronger person. Because of you, I now realize that nothing can last forever. Because of you, you made me what I am today. Now I just want us to be good friends. That's all.

And you. Now I realize what a b*tch you have become. You are so self-centered and conceited. You copy every possible thing from me and you pretend that you had it first. You may think that you impress everyone, but not me. You whore. You can't do sh*t on your own. When you're sad, you would fake being reallyreally depressed than you really are. Therefore, people will come and 'comfort' you. You just love to be in a crowd. I just wonder how you are gonna last through the years in college when you live by yourself. I hate you. You think you are so pretty and smart, when you are neither. You consider me as a realyl good friend of yours, but I don't consider you as any. No wonder alot of your past friends left you because you fuking bitch too much. You always want things your way. I hate you. Leave me tha frukaroo alone..

[dancingkait]

to you

this morning my day seemed like it would just drag by. but the moment i saw you in the halls you changed my mind. i got to talk to you yesterday and today. even just a simple hello makes my heart skip a beat but a full conversation fills me up with good energy. thanks again

[*Azarel*]

Wow, Sheng, that's hot.

[Lenn]

it is raining.
it is no-caps day for me.
the rain is getting heavier.
drumming upon me
drenching me
in heaven's tears
i look up.
i smile.
is heaven crying with me?

"look for the girl with the broken smile
ask if she would stay awhile
and she will be loved"

[xTINAA]

Dear you,
I'm so confused. I don't know what's going on between us or if anything is even going on anymore. I'm sorry about last night. I'm sorry we fought and it was stupid too. But I'm just trying to understand what the hell is going on because you confuse me so much. It seems like you contradict yourself and I just really want to know if you like me or not. Actions speak louder than words and even though you have told me you do like me and want to be with me, how in the world can I believe you when you act the way you do? I don't mean to play games or lead you on, it just happens. Mostly because I like you so much so I'll say whatever I can to make you like me too, but then it's partly because you do the same, so as a way to almost protect myself, I do the same. Last night was stupid and I'm sorry. I might have lost whatever we could have had now just because I acted stupidly without thinking. I wonder if you waited for me today for our "date." I saw you walking by yourself so I kind of assume that you did, and I'm sorry I wasn't there. I didn't want to see you or speak with you. You hurt me last night by not responding and by telling me you never wanted to speak with me again. God. I'm so confused. I don't understand what's going on. Why is it always like this between us? For practically three years. I'm sick of it. Be with me or don't be with me. But don't play games because then I play games and we both get hurt. Please help me understand what you're really thinking and feeling because it hurts too much to just wonder and imagine.
-Me

[*suddenly she*]

1) you just can't be replaced can't you? it always feels the so different at the beginning, and then in the end, it's always the same stupid thing. it's been at least half a year since, and i still wish we could at least talk. i still wish that everything could be the way it was before. i didn't want to keep you away from the world either, though. you have potential.

2) i hate you. anybody who can tear apart a child like that can't be human. these kids have worked so hard to get where they have, and here you come, demeaning them. you are a monster to break a child's dream like that. you are a monster to destroy the environment i, a thirteen year old teacher have created for these kids to excel at what they were meant to do. these children have more potential than you ever will have. they are hard working, and they have the intelligence. you have insulted children who have surpassed all others to reach this state of training. they have talent. they have something that you could never accomplish, and for that, you break them? every single child is a prodigy in a certain way, and you have just destroyed that brilliance in their mindsets. they used to be determined. i have worked each and every one of them to have a spirit that gives them consistent strength, and you have destroyed it.

[someflipguy]

I want you to take a look inside and read my mind. I just want to be with you, may it be today or may it be until forever. You are person I see being with for a long long time. You are really showing me how to love again and pray and hope that our relationships goes the distance. We may be different in many many ways but you are the reasons, that I want to change myself and the reasons I want to make my life so much better. I know you can't see these messages but, its the escape that I have from actually telling you. Sometimes I just don't want to tell you how deep I feel for you. I look at you sometimes and I find a big smile on my face. It makes me think that I am so glad that I have you. You say to me all the time that you love me and I do appreciate the love. Maybe sooner or later I will be able the say those words to you. I feel that love may be taking over me, but me learning from my past is starting to haunt me. Just wait and see, you will be showered with love, just wait!

[pink_tootsie]

were we meant to be or not to be? - to Grayson

[*Azarel*]

So Eddy. I realized today how much I really hate you. You never did anything for me while we were together; I don't even know what I ever really saw in you. But since I broke up with you, you do everything and anything for every girl you see. I was right to dump you; your priorities were just fucked up. And the jealousy? I never did anything with my guy friends. I'm fucking loyal. I'm loyal to no end. I suppressed the feelings I had for Evan, Bryan, Tim.. I never even thought about doing anything to try to hurt you. You, you went on and cheated, stupid fucker. Marie? Crystal? That chick from NJ? Kimberly? You're such a whore.

[silver-rain]

Meh, I love you. And I said that I'd accept everything, but I just can't. That's not me... I wish you would just bleh respect my wishes or whatever. I hate fighting, and I hate crying... I hate your friends, I'm sorry. I wish we were best friends at a young age and grew up together, or that we are already in college and your friends are all lost and forgotten. Only 2 more years right?
<3

[Ington]

You are a cheating bitch, and nothing you can do will make me love you again, nor even be friendly to you again. I hope you die and burn in hell.

[whywasisostupid]

do you just want to f**king use me? you're inviting me to your little party, and i agreed to go. but what's going to happen?

[*mzkandi*]

I miss you...i love you...come home soon...you mean so much to me but i often wonder do i mean to same to you....if not dont tell me because it would hurt too much

[maliitashun]

you tell me you like me, you love me, you miss me, but i don't understand, because you already have HER. things are confusing.. you say she's KINDOF your girlfriend. it's just.. ahh. i love you, i miss you, sorry i didnt see you yesterday.

haha. -_-. <3