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[Jerzey_Gurl_69]

well heres goes....to you know who...a poem

--You ticked me off--
--You made me mad--
--You made me cry--
--You made me sad--
--You lied to me--
--You made me hurt--
--You made me see--
--You are a total JERK!!--

-Shorty

P/S i loved you from the start which was 9 months ago...we been together since, and this is how you leave me broken hearted, a tear like this will never be mended, i hope your happy...i hope you find someone who can treat you like me though i doubt it couse there is only one of me...i am one of a kind, and no one will ever treat you the same as i did...i hate you, but i love you...i always will

[Looow]

-I love you no matter what. That's all i know.

[zbrittanyz]

I can't believe you don't even notice me. To me, it's obvious that I like you. I told all my friends. They know. Why can't you? I wish there was some way to talk to you. All say, "He's so cute! You guys would go good together!"You're so close, but I can't seem to tell you that I'm crazy about you.

[*Azarel*]

AUGH. So the party's off tomorrow. And I'd been looking forward to meeting you too. Sigh. Another time then? Hopefully. I think Jenn's trying to fix us up.

[gigiopolis]

What I don't understand is...why do you still think about her? She's obviously someone else's girl, obviously in love with HIM, obviously not thinking about YOU. Why can't you get over her? Why can't you just accept the fact that you lost, okay? You lost her, and you should move on, just like how I moved with what's-his-face. Just because she's still your friend, why do you still keep that glimmer of hope? Why do you lie to her face when you say you don't like her? Why do you have to, then, tell the world that you love someone that doesn't love you? How stupid can you get?

It's like you're completely ignorant to the fact that I exist, that I had to move on, that I had to give something up too. If I can forget...why can't you?

[Rachel]

grrrr im mad at you right now.

you call me and ask to hang out and when i call you back, you are with the "boys" playing poker and halo. ROAR i havent seen you in a couple of days, im sorry i think im a tad more important than halo!

[yuna*]

Dear..
I'm so confused. I don't know what shall I do. I just want to wake up one morning, knowing that I have never met you in my life. Yet all these days you peek through your lenses, and stare back at this closed behind soul. I do not know what is the best way to reach you, sometimes when you pass by the over-crowded hallway; I just want to grab your arm to tell you to wait for me. In the time I want to strike up a comfortable conversation with you,there are always people in between us. There is the image of her still trigger in your mind. Sometimes you look in her way; perhaps I hope you were looking at me. But what can I do in return of your curiosity? I want to beam my smile upon your face so that I can, at least, make your day brighter without just jokes. You are kind, better than the ones I know. I don't know why, but somehow I could feel your eyes pinned to my back. When I first had this feeling, I was feeling very uncomfortable that you were looking at me. Perhaps I have never experience something like this before. Other times I just wish that you would stop your staring, and stop making me feeling insecure. When I look around, I occasionally catch your face; other times perhaps you were way too fast for me to catch you. You like to laugh, make jokes, and make the people around you happy. You are the shinning crystal in the group. Yet I hate the way you talk too much, maybe it's you voice? Or is it because of what you actually like to talk about. Grades are so important to you huh? Everyday I could hear you talking about how you did on the test/quiz, or talking about almost anything on schoolwork. This is not what I am interested in talking with you. Maybe that's why there are always awkward times between us. I actually thought I could never dream of being with you. Yet all these time I try to catch you in the hallways, peeking behind my shoulders, to hope that I could catch a glimpse of you. I was hoping that you were doing the same too. However, you were too busy with your friends, your groupie, to take out the time to catch me glimpsing at you. Perhaps it was my fault that made you stop. I never returned a smile when I caught your looking. I should perhaps, say 'goodbye' to you when I leave. Time will ease off things, as I see it now. This distance is perhaps getting harder, and harder to catch up.

[pink_tootsie]

I’ve tried all these time to get your attention, but it never seems to work. I go to school everyday hoping to get a glance at you, hoping you’ll notice. But no, you never seem to be interested. Why can’t you just give me a chance and see how things will work out? But I guess not. Whenever I do see you, you just pass me by and won’t even say a simple ‘Hi.” Is that too much to ask of you or is that too selfish of me? Yet you don’t notice what’s happening. I think I’ve even changed myself for you; changes to my attitude, personality, etc. I just wanted to be your perfect girl, just worthy enough to be with you. I even get butterflies in my stomach when I see you. I get overwhelmed with mixed emotions when I’m around you. But you don’t seem to care. You have no clue. I feel as if I’m invisible to you, as if I don’t exist in “your“ world. Are you even aware of how you make me feel? I suppose you can say that I was “infatuated” with you for some time now. I do so much to try to get your attention and yet you do nothing in return. Seeing you flirt with other girls just stings my heart and I feel as if my heart is shattered into a million pieces. But I guess it’s not your fault. But now, indeed I do need to keep moving on with my life knowing that there’s better guys everywhere. I’ve known now that I was just a fool to like you. A fool that have been put under your spell. Now I know that I need to move on into much better things knowing that nothing is going to happen between us, nothing more than just friends. And I guess nothing will ever happen. That I need to do so before I get my heart broken again like the last. But I’ve gotten much stronger since the last. And I’ve gotten more aware, yet I didn’t know this was going to happen, just so unexpected. And be such a fool to do so again. I’ve learned that your just not worthy of me. I’ve just wasted all my time on you wondering where this will lead me, but it just didn’t progressed like I would liked it to be. I shouldn’t be crying over you, after all, you’re just “some” guy, right? Maybe you can just say it to me if you like me or not, so I can know. Then maybe I can make this process easier for me. You’ve now finally made realize that I deserve better, and you’re just not the one for me right now. But for the time being, I guess this is goodbye..

[Looow]

Ugh you piss me off like f**k. I don't even know what the hell you want. I didn't even know you were mad. & i hate it when I think you're mad. Gosh tell me what to do.

[topsyturvy]

I adore you. So make a step. Show me. And break it with her.

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I'm not what you think I am.

[pink_tootsie]

i effing hate you but at the same time i feel like i love you..why must you make me feel this way about you? im the one whos sitting at home and suffering. why? why cant you just tell my the truth and get it over with, my friends tell me that you dont like me but then you IM me and say "what would you say if i were to ask you out?". wtf dont lead me on and just leave everything behind, i feel like you treat me like trash but at the same time i still love you. im hurt right now, i jsut want you by my side, these damn emotions. i need to just move on..cause i know there are other guys in the world that will treat me 10 times better than your ass ever will. agh...i hate myself for making me feel this way, and why am i making me feel like im the bad guy in this? isnt suppose to be you? after all, your breaking my heart, you do it so slowly and its just too painful for me right now..

[cLinT_wEStw0oD]

my life sucks...either somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery or im f**ked cuz i gotta stay here for another 80 years or so

[HelloSunshine]

I hope you're having a good time. You're the reason for alot of things and I guess I owe you big time. I just wish you were here. You're the only one who truly understood me. I miss so much and I haven't talked to you in forever. I hope you never forget me, because I know for sure I won't forget you. Have fun without me :[ and stay safe.

[bellpepper]

My life is so good now that I found someone like you. Words cant describe how I feel about you. I never felt this way bout anyone before. you just leave me speechless.

[DaTru KataLYST]

Hey! I realized something today!

I can't be happy without you! I mean, seriously, I CAN'T be happy WITHOUT YOU!!

If only if you were like that with me...

[misoshiru]

______ - thanks for everything. all that support yesterday meant a lot to me. you're a great guy.

______ - you really don't know how to treat a girl do you? you're so naive. but i still like you. still it really hurts me how you act this way. do you think that this is how you should treat a girl? by being such a great guy this minute, and suddenly ignoring me the next? i'm starting to believe those rumors and i wish i could ask you if we should be more than just friends. but i'm scared. i know you're scared. but even though i'm starting to believe in the rumors, at the same time, i'm starting to lose hope. i've liked you for about 1/2 a year now...maybe vice versa. seriously, i'm losing hope. i'm sorry, but i think its time for me to move on.

[kellyannie]

______
why do you do this to me? i know what i did was wrong... but don't you think you made me suffer enough? i know you didn't even suffer this much when i did it. you think what i did was bad... but look what you're doing to me. i guess you just LOVE to see me hurt. i've done everything i can to try to get your trust & friendship back... but you just wont. i've done all i can... now it's up to you. it's what you want. i can't do anything else, i'm sorry. i just hope someday all of this will be in the past and we can be good friends again. can't you tell that i really mean it, even after all those mean things you said to me, i'm still here for you? maybe you just don't want to realize it... i don't really know. =\

[ANG33ZY]

I think i'm starting to develop a crush on you. ouch xD

[HongKongDong]

To myself-

Its either you do or you don't. Love it or hate it. Hot or cold. Pick or fall... why can' you just tell her? Why can't you just go up to her like you did when you first met her and say hey what's up? Why can't you just drop her already? Why can't you just let her go? WHy can't you just drop her from your head like you have done to all others before? What is so special about here huh? What the f**k are you gonna do about this? Huh? Please.... I want to know... What are you even going to say?... damn... life's hard isn't it?

[silver-rain]

To my mom,
You know what, I hate you so much. I really do. It's amazing how much hate I have for you. You're a fkn b*tch- do you really think that by restricting me, I'll obey or whatever? You don't let me see my bestfriend/boyfriend, you won't let me go out and have some fun with some friends. Stop controlling my life- it's not yours, it's mine. Mine to decide how I want to spend it, how I want to "ruin" it, according to you. It's my fkn BIRTHDAY, and you won't even let me go to a track meet to see my friends or hang out with my boyfriend. Controlling much? Trust issues, my arse. You just don't trust anything I do because of that one slip, even when I'm telling the truth. Until I raise my grades, which you're so sure that my boyfriend caused the drop, I might be able to see him- which still means a no. And FYI, the classes I'm taking are difficult, the physics final- half the junior class failed! So stop comparing me to my brother. Get your own life and get out of mine. F*ck you, I wish you were dead. In fact, if killing weren't illegal, I just might have you dead. That'll be the happiest day in my life. Oh, you're not coming to my wedding, whenever I have it, since you're so against my boyfriend. And, at your funeral, I will laugh, and either go to make sure you're dead, or just not go at all. That is how much I hate you.
Oh yeah, Shut up! Stop trying to act all pleasant, I hate you. No matter what you do or say from now on, I'm not going to belive. I hate you, and can't wait till I leave or you get out of my life. Great birthday I would say. Thanks for making it so much better. </sarcasm>

Oh and to my brother- F*ck you too! What gives you the right to lord over your older sister on her birthday and hit her too? You think you're so high and mighty, well then sorry to burst that bubble. Today's my special day, but it's already been ruined by my mom and you. And stop being such a baby and fkn complaining.
You both should die and rot in hell, because that's where you both belong.

That felt good to get off my chest.

[Eternally_Yours]

dear you,

i know that i don't know you very well, but i like you a lot. i wish that i could just go up to you and spill my heart out, but i cant. im not brave enough. everytime i think about you i get butterflies in my stomach. yea, that's what everyone says, but i just love that feeling. thinking about you just takes my mind off things and gives me a high that i never want to leave. seeing you just brightens up my day. if only i knew the words to say to you... i wish we could somehow be together... i have seriously never felt this way about anyone, and it takes a lot for me to like someone the way i like you. you just dont know what you do to me. thank you for putting a smile on my face <3

dear mom and dad,
thanks for everything that you guys have given me. i know we fight a lot, and it seems like i dont love you guys, but i really do. sometimes i just get so angry and i take it out on you guys. im sorry for that. i wish i could be a better daughter. i wish i could give you guys everything that you deserve because you deserve so much more than i daughter like me. ive caused you guys so much pain, and i just wish i can take all those harsh things away. i wish i could give you guys better lives, and i will. you'll see. ill make you guys proud of me. i love you.

dear you backstabbing slut,
i hate you i hate you i hate you. you act like everything is alright in front of my face but behind my back you backstab me like a mother fcuker. if you had problems with my, why didnt you just say it to my face. o wait. i know why. its because you're a little P**sy. you know that i'm stronger than you and that ill just break you down. it's ok though. i know youre jealous of me. that's why you talk about me so much. thank you for making your life about me ;) bitch.

[pink_tootsie]

to _____
im sorry i've made you feel this way. i didnt mean to hurt to. but you never seem to get your feelings straight to me. you make me confuse but at the same time i know that you like me. i mean i used to like you too but i guess that feeling has just fade away by now. and i guess we can just be really close friends, i dont think it can any farther..im sorry but thats the truth..

[Looow]

To __________
Everywhere I go, I see you. Everytime I see someone that looks like you, I hope its you. I was going trough my old stuff the other day, & I found THAT picture we took years ago. Gosh, it felt horrible looking at you. I wanted to cry..I don't get how I can miss you when I hardly know you.

[*Azarel*]

I cried over you again last night. I feel so empty without you.

[Skyline Drive]

To my crush -

I can't stop thinking about you. I have been daydreaming of you constantly. You seem so right for me. I'm so afraid to approach and let you know that I feel this way. I admit that I went to your work just to see you. It made my day. I haven't even told my best friend that I have a crush on you. There is just something about you..

It kills me that I have to keep this secret to myself.

<3