why do i care? Options

[Wishful_Dream]

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okay, i dunno why.. but it just hit me today that maybe I cared too much... x.x like, i'd rather make a lunch than spend my lunch money because i'm afraid my family would go to the poorhouse, while my sister doesn't care. x.x

i'd rather wear my old clothes than buy new ones, because i don't wanna waste money.. and i'm afraid my parents would run out of money. when my parents told me they were gonna buy another house, i thought we were going to go into the poorhouse cuz i found out they were still indebted.. or something..x.x" my parents yelled at me to stop thinking like that...

before, i forgot my friend was supposed to come over.. and even though it was an hour after.. i ran all the way back to school which was a 30 minute walk..x.x and then i phoned all her friends, including her family.. to find out where she was.. and she was at another friend's house.

this guy kinda bullied me before.. in a way.. he's mean, because he insults me.. when he was like kiddingly saying, "i bully myself." i was like, "are you okay?" by accident.. and i went to check if he was OKAY.. x.x""" and he laughed at me.. x.x"

yes, i must be pretty weird huh? or maybe, I'm normal =x yes.. maybe i'm normal. -nod nod- so do YOU sometimes feel like you care TOO much? x.x" and is there any possible way to care less? =x

[bad_girl]

omg. i think u def. need a psychiatrist (sp?). how can u keep thinking that ur family would go poor?

this guy kinda bullied me before.. in a way.. he's mean, because he insults me.. when he was like kiddingly saying, "i bully myself." i was like, "are you okay?" by accident.. and i went to check if he was OKAY.. x.x""" and he laughed at me.. x.x"

isnt this like.. being CUTE? lol.

alright, u def. freak me out.

[rustedxemotions]

i am like that too. my parents tell me to just... be a kid & dont worry. but im like that.. im going to different psychiatrists, which are helping.. you may want to, too! i felt like at first they were sending me to her because they thought i was crazy, you know? but i felt a LOT better, & all i did was talk openly. you may want to try it. [=

[jaeman]

I care about things that happen like that. It's good that you care for things like that, because carefree people are most likely to go in a 'poorhouse' state. Atleast you're aware of things that could happen by over spending.

[*stephinika*]

yeah in a way i think its good that you care since a lot of people don't but yeah you have to be careful because sometimes caring too much could put yourself at risk.

[lakerfever2476]

My conscience always tells me everything will be fine. And through all the bad times I've had in my life, I turned out okay. Didn't i? Well, what I'm trying to say is relax !! Sorry if I'm being to vague. But, everything will be okay. Besides, all you need for survival is clothes, food, and a couple bucks in the bank.

[sunissed14127]

I worry a lot myself...like if my family is gonna run out of money, etc. i guess its just because of me being an only child,though, because I never had an older/younger sister to talk to, and I grew up in an adult world, listening to adult problems.

[mouse_3k]

I dont care. I dont care bout my mom and her money. If we go poor, its her fault for not going to college and getting all the degrees and stuff to get a decent job. So w/e happens I blame it on my mom

[*xcaitlinx*]

this topic is weird because you say a million different things. what is the point of this post????

[alone in the wor...]

hmm, aaw. dont stress it hun. its nice that you care & all but you shouldnt let that from living your life. i mean with me i care incredibly but i never act upon it. its good that you care. you see my mom is a single-parent and we have so much financial problems but i know that everythings is gonna be okay in the end. & as for that kid that doesnt appreciate your kindess, screw him. & dont care too much about him

[sheepy]

well i think its just ur personality to care so don't worry about it. but sometimes when you're too gulible.. its not too great cus you get tricked.

[Saeglopur]

You shouldn't feel that way about you caring too much.
You're one of the people who make this world, to me at least, a much more warmer place.

[sweetdreamsx3]

Care about your schoolwork first. In the near future, you can take care of the "poorness" of your family and stuff.

[xj_liana_tx]

i can't believe that your parents yelled at you, my parents WANT me to do the things you do. but yeah, i don't like to spend lunch money either. but i definately like to shop a lot, but i look at all the clearance stuff first.
well, good things are going to come for you later.

[alienchik]

i am just like you. I care to much. I wish I didnt sometimes because it hurts me alot

[magnificentmike]

uhm. well, I do care. ALOT, but i dont freak out. I just try my best not to ask for more than I need. because I'm well aware of all our taxes and stuff like that. and yeah, we're probably going to be back in debt in about a couple of months.

i dont think either of my brothers are aware of this, my little brother is so spoiled and my parents spoil him so much which makes me angry.

but oh well, i've learned to deal with it. besides it's probably not gonna be my problem until i'm an adult.

[lovescream]

I became a vegetarian for 2 days. Then I realized that I'd die without eating meat. Yeah.. no offense to the vegetarians. I really care about the animals.. but I was raised eating meat. =x I really wanna stop, though.

[angel-roh]

I worry and care way tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
I don't go shopping everyday or every week. These days I don't go to the malls at all haha... it's been 2 months already. If my parents said that they will buy me clothes, I'll accept it. Well if I feel like I want to buy something like maybe it's for an emergency, yes I'll buy it.

I can't stop it.....