It's meant to be, /I want my life Options

[TreesTurnMeOn]

Version 1
I try
To get you to notice me
Let you know that I'm alive
Please just take my hand
Help me make it through the night
This world is dark and grey
Staring at the knife
Right in front of your face
What used to be your life

This world is crazy
My hope are fading
Someone please save me
It's meant to be

I need
Some help to make it through
To make this life feel right
Keep these thoughts away
Things that I just might...
What is this I see
The tunnel is in sight
Show me the way
I'm blinded by the light

This world is crazy
My hopes are fading
Someone please save me
It's meant to be

And it was meant to be
But it just wasn't meant to be...

Version 2
I try
To be the woman that I am
In times of broken lives
Shattered dreams and plans
Standing up to fight
The pressures and demands
Staring at the knife
Holding in your hand
What used to be your life

This world is crazy
My dreams are fading

I want my life...

You fight
Youre f**ked up holy wars
Fire anti-christ
Jesus will come down
And help us win tonight
Now how should I feel
I think I feel alright
Tell me where to aim
I'm blinded by the light

This world is crazy
My dreams are fading
Noone can save me

I want my life...

And when i wake up you'll be here
And it will be the way it was



I don't know which to choose for my project. Which do you like better?