a jumbled excuse of a love song, (i couldn't help but write) Options

[ryfitaDF]

this is pretty much just like "this letter to you". if you don't want to read some cheesy arse love poem then don't read this.

A JUMBLED EXCUSE OF A LOVE SONG (I COULDN'T HELP BUT WRIGHT)
I’m no stranger to being crushed
I have it down to a science
This is nothing new to me
So why am I acting so violent?
On the pillar of heartache
On which I’ve become reliant
Nothing ever goes my way
But I still remain defiant
And I don’t understand at all
Why my blood is still flowing
And I still pursue knowledge
Even though there is no knowing
When the tunnel ends
Not a speck of light is showing
All hope is in eclipse
The feeling in apex is worry

There is no logical explanation
But I know I care for you
Do you hate me? Yes or no
Or are your feelings misconstrued?
One things for sure, I know I need you
But it’s hard to see in such dense fog
And if I loose you cause of it
It’s in that fog that I belong

You are the shot in the dark I always feared to take
But i feel you're worth the risk
The feelings I have for you
Are more than I can list
If I could live millennia
Without the need to sleep
I still would come up short
With the emotions that I keep
So I’ll write this jumbled excuse of a love song for you
That I can’t help but write, with my heart in a vice

It’s cliché as hell, but I really just want to hold you
You try to come off cold, but I know how warm you are
Your hand in mine has never made me feel more safe
And I could care less for the backseat of a car
All I need to see is your smile. That’s all I need
That’s all I care about. I love to see you smile
Please just take me because I don’t want to be anywhere else
A breath of fresh air. You can tell me to shut up. I won’t mind
And kill me if you feel the need to.
Is my chest still in one piece? Because it feels like it just burst.
Please just ay something. Please?
Please??...
Please….?
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