Need some advice!! Options

[JonathanK]

Ok well back in my high school days. (Last year) my first ever gf dumped me for a guy she talked to on the computer and never met before. Ok yea that hurt me and it took me a while to get over. Now Im in University, i have a clean slate. Well the first few weeks were awsome. Met this girl, she said she liked me so we started to go out. It's now been about a month and a half and yesterday after i finished work we were suppose to hang out. She texted me later saying *something came up and she might run alittle late*. I thought ok not a big deal. Then it became 11 o'clock and i was bored out of my mind and she texted me again saying *I don't think ill make it tonight, ill explain tomorrow . I am sorry*. So i texted her back and asked her if anythnig was wrong. I then went to sleep at about 11:30 cause well i was bored and nothing to do. I planned this romantic night out and everything and well yea nothing. Then I get a texted saying along the line "I need to be honest with you, i need to be alone tonight and clear my head. I feel overwhlemed right now with everything and i feel like i want to be single but i don't* That came as a great shock to me and i couldnt sleep all night. She has a job and told me she started gettin gmore hours, and this is our frist year at uni so maybe she's just stressed. I texted her back saying something like *well im sorry you feel that way but im sure you cna make it through this*. I don't know i feel so cheap right now. Everytime i get somethnig going and start to be happy in life something gets in my way. Im sick of it, i always ask myself am I not suppose to have what i want, and am i ever going to have what i want sometimes. I don't know i really connect with my gf like any other and i don't wanna lose her. But maybe i should let her go think for a while and if she really cares she'll come back. Im sorry im just venting right now. Im just in a mix of depression and being pissed. I don't know where to turn. Thnaks