A Love that ended Fast, love piece # infinite Options

[*S0ul_Reaper*]

trying to forget that your already gone
but your still here and I can't move on
is this the way i'm suppose to live
despaired, torn apart with nothing to give

I hate to reminisce but its the only peace I find
when i cry at night and your the only one on my mind
no matter how hard I tried and the music I play
brings me back to my memories on our very first day

I loved your smile when I looked into your eyes
I saw the beauty that hid beneath your lies
your laughter and the warm embrace I feel
sometimes I'll wonder if this reality is real

Like a dream I try to catch on but the image disappears
I'll force myself to sleep everyday until you reappear
wasting the days that move on while I'm stuck in a time
trapped inside my own mind where in my world you were mine

That dream came true but it ended so fast
I woke up in a hospital didnt remember what happened last
doctor told me you saved me from being hit by a car
the only thing that remains is the pain from these scars

you died for me insted of letting me die for you
from that moment I understood that love can be true
I'll close my eyes wishing I can close them forever
where I'll be by your side and leave you never