Another one of those topics., I'm so confused. Options

[anime_foureva]

Okay so, let me fore warn you that there have been many other topics like this I asure you. So, if you've had enough, feel free to exit at any time.

So I've met this guy last year, he was cool and all, every girl in a 20 mile radius liked him and crap like that, right? Amazingly, I was immune to his charm. And apparently, it had grabbed his intrest. He started talking to me, ditching his girly groupies and we've gotten really close. Like seriously CLOSE. Almost every weekend after the cruise we went to a lake and went jet skiing/wake boarding together with our families. We had some common intrests, besides the huge fact that I was sad enough, not that attractive, and he was a god. (He also didn't like that fact that I loved rock and I didn't like that fact that he had a thing for rap.) As time did it's thing, we began to have a growing intrest in each other. We IM constantly and just now he's getting used to me calling him every once in a while and ASKS me to call. He's the type of guy that is shy and warms up to you over time, then he's a big flirt. Two weekends ago I swear I was about to slip up and kiss him.

The whole point of this is to ask if I should actually take the plunge and kiss him, and perhaps ask him out. He's a sweet guy, but he's attractive and somehow I feel as if I don't deserve him. Although I am proud to say I have worked on my image and I do feel more confident when I talk to him, but it doesn't measure up.

Also, this friday he's coming over to my school to shadow a friend, and I tried my damndest to not get paranoid over it, but I am afraid of him gaining intrest in another girl and even getting a new girlfriend. Everyone's told me to ask him out, but I've already told him that I liked him, and all he did was say, "Thank you for telling me that." And laughed that stupid cute laugh he always does.

So any advice?

I need major advice on this friday!