I love my boyfriend Options

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but I think there's too much pressure on us as a new couple. The end of April will be our one month, we went out on March 31st, but being there's no 31st day of April and about five more other months, yeah. First of all, I don't wanna hear the youthful crap. I knew I was already too young in the beginning of this relationship. Alright? So none of that. I've liked this guy since July 18, 2005. Yes, believe it or not, I remember the first day I saw him and fell head over heels for him. Eight months later, I found he was all worth the wait. We were really good friends befoe we got together, he's definitely someone I consider as a best friend. But now, we've gotten so shy around each other. I've never really been in a situation like this so I need to know what I'm doing wrong. or if I'm at any fault here at all. I really believe I love him and that he's the one. I wanna be one of those lucky girls who experienced true love at first sight and kept it. Anyway, back to the subject, he's a great boyfriend. I love him, like, a lot. And I feel like we'll last, if only I didn't have so many doubts. I get scared his feelings for me will change over the weeks like it happened last with his ex (he told me), he already said that it wouldn't happen because I'm way more special to him, but I've noticed how he did sweeter things for her than he ever did for me, and I wonder if he's for real. Am I worrying too much? Today we've actually acted like a real couple, but it kind of died when a friend of mine asked us to kiss in front of him I can't be mad though. I just want some advice. 'Cause this relationship beats the rest by miles, and, it's the most incredible thing to happen to me. I just don't wanna ruin it. So,tips?

Oh, and we've talked. Don't worry. But this is something I feel like I can't tell him.