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[FONT=Arial]okay, well..i dont even know how to express what im going through. theres this guy named ruben and i really like him. even though we just met two weeks ago and all. for some reason he just caught my attention. he funny and sweet, yennoe..the typical clown:] well, so i started noticing him more this week and i told a few close friends..they really supported me. but i hate how they brought my hopes up so high..only to let it fall hard on my face. my friend, tori told him and he said he just didnt feel the same..and now whenever i walk over to his group he either walks away with other guys or turns away from me, pretending im not there. he said sorry and all but he still does it. hes pretty shy..but it still hurts me how hes just ruining a friendship over this. i mean..does he think its gonna solve any of our problems? the only time we ever talk is on aim, but he always goes early. its like, all he could do to stay away from me is working and..:[ i see him looking at me sometimes..from far away, and i keep lying to myself saying maybe theres hope we will get together one day..i just dont wanna go throught this again. and he cant even talk to me..im so hurt.