It's my fault, Poem Options

[Ansata]

Forgive me, I know not what I do.
Leave me, ween my codependance.
Open my wounds, I'll bleed for you.
Hurt me, you always find a way.

It's my fault, it's my fault.

Control me, I cannot control myself.
Break me, maybe I'll disapear.
Turn your back, I'm used to it.
Mock me, you're not the only one.

It's my fault, it's my fault.

Call me stupid, it wouldn't matter.
You act like I am, regardless.
Curse me, I'm sorry I need you.
Let me go, release your grip.

It's my fault, it's my fault.

Blame me, I blame myself.
We all need a scapegoat.
Guilt trip me, I'm numb.
Bring me down, it doesn't matter.

Does it?
Dose it?
Does it?

It doesn't matter.
I don't matter.
You do it without feeling.
Without remorse.
And you do it, you do it...
Without uttering a word.

And it's my fault.
It's my fault.
It's my fault.

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