One of the cutest things I've read, from my friends website Options

[shesnothxc]

This is one of my friends vents from a long time ago...seriously one of the saddest, cutest things ive ever read, I wish it was about me lol
i just wanted to share it with you.

One Good Thing That's Come Out Of My Newest Situation. I Realized That I Have A Tendency To Let My Mind Wander With Possibilities, I Tend To Get Thinking About A Good Thing, Or The Chance Of A Good Thing, And Have A Hard Time Letting Go. Which Causes Me To Not Think About What I'm Saying Before I Say It. But That Paired Up With Not Knowing Something Is As Big A Deal As It Is Makes A Lethal Combination, And Can Cause Unintentional Pain. Pain That I'm Endlessly Sorry For. I Wish I Had A Time Machine, I Wish I Had A Word Eraser, I Wish I Had A Solution To My New Situation, But Above Everything Else, Above The Wish For Any Outcome, I Wish We Could Talk. Getting Back Together Is A Sliver As Important As Being Able To Talk Again, To Put The Things I Said Behind. Not To Say That I Don't Want To Be Together With Her Again, But Losing Her Friendship Means Far More Than Losing Anything Else. It's Times Like These The Sad Love Songs Start To Make Sense. It's Times Like These I Wish I Believed In A God Just So That I Could Pray For Things To Get Better. It's Times Like These That I Need To Talk To Someone Who'll Listen, But The Only One I Ever Really Talk To About My Problems Is Upset With Me. It's Times Like These That It Takes All My Self Control Not To Break Down Crying In Front Of Her, And to Not Throw Up Every time I See Her. It's Times Like These I Learn How Much I Care, And How Strong I Am. It's Times Like These When Even My Optimism Is Put To A Test. It's Times Like These I Almost Want To Give Up, Almost.