Cruel and Unusual, Or maybe not unusual..... Options

[Latina Babii]

Ok, this isn't something I'm used to doing......

Well, There's a guy I like, say his name is Tony, I've liked him since he came to the United States, which was when I was five, he was seven. I know this is too young, (I'm thirteen now) Anyways, a couple of years have gone by, and I just now started to hang around him and his friend (let's call him....) Jarred.

I decided I still liked him, it just wasn't something I could ignore, and I thought he liked me to.

The first time I was asked if I liked him, was at a creek, his friend Jarred asked, "Do you like Tony?" Me being the immature 13 year old couldn't I just couldn't face it if he laughed at my face and told me I was stupid and that he didn't like me, I can't face rejection. So, I said, "No."

I couldn't tell what he thought of what I'd said, I couldn't even look at him!

Fast forward to yesterday, my sister's homecoming. As usual, my sister wpuldn't invite the little sister, and I had no problem with that, my problem? Tony was going as was Jarred.

I wanted to play it cool, I didn't want to act like a love sick puppy, even though somtimes I did. They had a great time while I was forced to shop for groceries with my mom, when they called fo rus to pick them up from the pizza place, I was calm, but I wanted to cry when I saw him with laying his head on my sister's chest and poking her, totally flirting, I expected my sister to say something, anything, she knew, and I've told her, that I liked this guy, alot.

What should I do, like talk to my sister? I feel like crap right now, and I'm just sued to my sister sticking up for me, I mean, your sister shouldn't do that to you right?




And if this goes in relationships, I'm sorry, I wasn't quite sure, because I'm not in a relationship with him, but I could be mistaken, so feel free to move or whatever.