what does it mean., ? Options

[pandamonium]

ok so i have liked this girl last year and 8 months later i find out she has a boyfriend and im like ???? and she never told anyone. like not that many people knew about them until months later. then i find out later on during the school year. but its only this summer we began to talk again cause i was kind of mad at her for not telling me. and now i dont even know if she knows that i know she has a boyfriend. She was the basic reason i didnt go to prom with her last year, 2 girls asked me but i wanted to go with her.

this boyfriend doesnt seem like her typical choice in guys but w.e. so yea we started getting close again but i dunno i just went through so much last year. and not to mention she would always try to hide that she was going out with him, for example whenever i would ask her "who did you go with" and she would always say some people but never mention their names. and i have to find out from another friend who she really went with.

Do you think she didnt tell me she was gonig out with him not to hurt my feelings? or does she have feelings for me? (and remember she didnt tell anyone that they were going out for several months, and she always kisses him before she leaves so that he doesnt try to do anything with her. - i heard this from her boyfriends best friend. )