A message to anyone, verson 2.0 Options

[*Azarel*]

Since Vinh's topic reached 20 pages, here's the new one.
"It'd be neat if people could write about someone that's on their mind right now, in an anonymous message. It can be about love, crush, hate, issues. Just don't turn it into thread where it needs to be closed."

I wonder what I mean to you.

[audory]

Now that swim season's started, we've spent less and less time together. No more walking downtown after school, "jaywalking" ;], b/c swim practice takes up so much time for the both of us. Sure, our lanes are right next to each other, but we can't act like we're going out. We don't want "all-knowing" Coach to find out; she might tell your mom who's going to be at every single freaking swim meet. But it hurts, a little bit, not to be able to openly say I'm with you, not to be able to hang out for hours after school anymore. And online, you're someone else. You hardly talk to me; the silence is suffocating me. I swear, I can sit here and stare at our empty, pointless AIM conversation for hours and you won't respond shit. But at school, I smile when I'm with you. Some would call me stupid, retarded, obsessed. I call it happiness. Pure, beautiful, wonderful happiness. But sometimes i wonder if you feel the same way. You still like me, right? Sometimes it sure doesn't seem like it, but other times, I'm flying because you're so sweet. Why can't relationships every be simple? As long as you know how i feel. I love you... forever. and ever, and beyond.