i made a total fool out of myself infront of him, >.< now i feel like such a dork. Options

[LittleLulu]

so here goes...

DAY 1-online.. at night.
me n my best friend were jus talking to the guy i like... online.... n i had planned to ask him phone number... soo we talked for a while, then i jus said "hey ____what's ur phone #?" ..n he told me.. but somehow there was a digit i missed...so after he went offline. i told my BFF that i'll ask him tml in out active health class, which is the only class i have with the guy.

DAY 2--at school...

during recess the guy and one of his friends was like... walking towards me n my BFF in the hallway, cuz i was standing at my locker, n the guy's friend's locker is near mine... n so my BBF jus DRAGGED him towards me n was like "hey alice..its ___" n I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME BUT I JUSt said "hi" with this ULTRA SOFT VOICE , n i had no idea where it came from. like im ususally really good at controlling myself around the guy i like.. but i just dont know what happened. n i didn't really notice it... untill that night when i was talking on the phone with my BFF n she's like "whoaa alice, i never saw that side of you before...so....inoccent...and...kind..n ....NICE...n LITTLE GIRL LIKE" n im jus thinking ....she also said that just by that, it kinda gave it away that i liked him. but uhh... well......

me n my BFF have been trying to figure out who he likes for a while now..i think its my BFF but my BFF said that she thinks its me....all i knoe is.. that when my other friend asked him what he thought about me.. he said that i was "nice, funny, and likes to strike up random conversations with ppl..and very outgoing."..he's told me once after i told him i knew his whole schedual"i dont care if you know my schedual..i know your not the type of freaky stalker girls who stalk me all the time like *cough ____cough*..." ....he always laughs at my jokes...n we sorta stare at each other alot in class....or maybe im just reading too much into it.. but we definatel make alot of eye contact....

theres just one thing. my friend asked him one if he liked me..n he said "... ".."......"..."no".....but then.. my friend said that he was SORTA avoiding the question..n stalling... but could'nt she just have said that to make me feel better?? after all. she is my BFF.. but she also likes him too.

..P.S- that day.. i had active health after recess..n he still acted the same around me..still laughing at my LOUD jokes..n we still made ALOT of eye contact.
so my question is.. what should i do...do you think he likes me...n i jsut feel like such a DORK>.<

sry that its soo long.

[LittleLulu]

okokokokok.....soooo..yesterday me, him, n my best friend were talking online.. again.. and we played truth or dare to try to get the truth out of him.. but he just wudn't say.. no matter what...but HERE is a part of that convo that i thought was really really really well... "good" to my position.its the actual convo. i copy n pasted it. but i just edited the screennames cuz..well HA it was too long n confusing that way.


ME:ark..i never thought i'd say this but

HIM:wut

ME:i

HIM:i suk

ME:think

MY BFF:UR GAY

ME:ur

HIM:yes

ME:...

HIM:lol

MY BFF:ms liu i demand that you stop stallin for time

ME:....nvm..its just too hard for me to say

HIM:wut is it

HIM:just say it

HIM:i dun care

MY BFF:mr angeles here wants to kno BAD

HIM:b as offensive as u want to be

MY BFF:hes expecting somthing

ME:psshhh if you dont care then why the eff should i say it?

MY BFF:ms liu what is it?

HIM:well id rather kno wut u think about me so that i can correct myself from being bad