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How do I, change?
pikimoo
post Feb 3 2005, 12:58 AM
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I love my boyfriend. Well, he used to be my boyfriend up until a couple of days ago when he just randomly decided that he wanted to just be my friend. He wouldn't give me a reason either...

So yeah, I was really hurt by that. Really really hurt.

I always told myself(and others) that I was going to wait until marriage to have sex.. or at least wait until I found the person I wanna be with forever.

And I did find him. And we did, I admit, have sex.

So.. I was with this guy who I wanted to be with forever and I thought he felt the same about me.. as he told me he did quite often..

And he dumped me..

I called him today. He seems to be doing fine. However, he is not the type to show any emotions at all. So he may not be.

He told me he still loves me, but he just can't be with me right now because he hurts me too much.
Which he doesn't. And now that he dumped me I just feel like there's no reason to live.. and every time I see him.. I end up hurting some random passerby physically. And I don't like it.. But I can't avoid him because we go to the same school.
It just hurts so much seeing him...

But.. he also said that if I want him back.. I have to change.. He didn't tell me what I need to change.. But I do need to.. And I really want him back.. So much...

The problem is.. I don't know how..
 
 
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Shattered_Hope
post Feb 8 2005, 05:55 PM
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I think he just wanted sex from what you're telling me...But I guess there's maybe one percent where I'm wrong..well think about this...you two do it and then he breaks up with you for no reason....uhh...there is but he just doesnt want to be the bad guy or w/e...I think you should forget about him... ermm.gif
 

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