createBlog Diary., Version 3. Options

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Okie. The other one was getting really long. @_@
So here I am.. making a new one. :P

Credit to faithin_felix for the last diary thread.

Guidelines/Rules/Format

-Please do it in diary format. (Example: Dear createBlog Diary,)
-Talk about your day, or anything else like that.
-Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

(That's all I can think of right now. Another mod can add onto this if you wish to.)

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I'll start it off, then.

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Hey.

Things have been.. shitty again..
Well, I was absolutely ECSTATIC yesterday.. and I still am.

Just things with my personal life have been getting me down a lot lately.
There have been a lot of feuds in my household lately, I got bad grades for the first semester, my parents are going to freak about my grades, my friend keeps ditching me for her boyfriend, my other friend is going to ask this guy out who I've been liking since the beginning of this school year.. and other assorted things.

I'm extremely stressed out right now, believe it or not.
I'm SUCH a procrastinator. I REALLY need to break that habit.
I'm going to do MUCH better for the second semester. That is my main goal right now.. to get really good grades to make up for the crappy semester one grades.

I'm still kind of.. discouraged.
>< Bleh.

I don't even know what I want to do with my life.
I know I'm only 13 and only in the 8th grade, but it just hit me today.. I need to start thinking about a career so I can take the appropriate classes to help me with getting that career.
We had the school counselors come into English and talk to us about setting goals and crap like that for our future.. that's why it hit me. I NEED to get a back-up career, too.. since who knows if my band will make it big by the time I form it?

Oh well. Maybe I should focus on the positive part of my day.

eEeee! Schedule change. Cody's now in two of my classes. <3

Now I have clay and sculpture instead of wood.. eEee! Josh is in that class. <3 Crap. >< He'll probably end up sitting by me, too.. since he was absent today.. and the only open spots in the classroom are at my table, and at the table next to me.

Anyway, I typed out a lot today..

See yah.

-Brie

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Alright! Resume posting!

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[B]Dear Diary,
okay this is going to be a long entry.
I don't think i can handle it anymore, middle school is just so tough. Everybody gets mad at eachother for the dumbest reasons. My friends, tell me secrets about my other friends and make me promise that i won't tell, i never do, but it so hard to look at my friend having a good time with my friend that told me the secret, knowing that all that is fake.

And then theirs guys, why do guys have to be so shallow, ive had a bunch of guys ask me out this year, yet i said no to all of them, i think its because i know in my heart that they dont like me for who i am, they just like me because im popular and pretty {i dont want to sound stuck up by this}.

Then theyres parents, my parents let me do wat i want in the end, but it gets so annoying, when i go out on dates they get so tense about everything. UGH it not like im gonna have sex yet!

Still more, school. Its so hard, i used to get straight a's and now, well lets just say my parents wont be getting a bumper sticker this year its so hard, the homework theyres just too much! i mean were already in school for 7 hours, and then they excpect us to do 2 more hours of homework, i dont think so.

And then theyre kristy, she was my best friend for a long time, and now she hates me its just so hard. She says its cuz 'i copy the way ppl dress and talk and blah blah blah' i think shes just so obsoberd in being popular that she doesnt really care about anything else including me, although in a way thats kind of a good thing, because this year i could finally find out who my real friends are. Idf theyre true or fake, a dollar or a penny.