drifting away, from reality Options

[lilsweetdevil08]

I have mood disorders like a mental person does. But I'm not mentally retarded. I don't want to be one of those people that just type and act all goopy and stuff. Lately...I have these really long periods of depression. I have about 3 weeks-5 months of depression. I don't know what i would do. My boyfriend and I have been pulling away because of my depression. I'm not happy and he keeps telling me to smile. I tell him I cna't because I don't feel happy enough to smile. I don't know why I went into depression. I mean, He makes me so happy and I love him so much...but then again...Do I really love him? I can fix my own problems, I already have so much...I don't know. Someone give me help.

[Mr. Slowjamz]

I have mood disorders like a mental person does. But I'm not mentally retarded. I don't want to be one of those people that just type and act all goopy and stuff. Lately...I have these really long periods of depression. I have about 3 weeks-5 months of depression. I don't know what i would do. My boyfriend and I have been pulling away because of my depression. I'm not happy and he keeps telling me to smile. I tell him I cna't because I don't feel happy enough to smile. I don't know why I went into depression. I mean, He makes me so happy and I love him so much...but then again...Do I really love him? I can fix my own problems, I already have so much...I don't know. Someone give me help

hey there, its ok if u have these long sessions of depression . heh , the funny thing is that when i read your statement , its as similar as the situation im going through right now . honestly i do have these long periods of depressions , and not just 3-5 months , ive had them for years . and yes ive struggled through those times ....and damn was it hard. Just dont think so negatively . Simple things and mistakes can destroy you , and i know mostly everything you expect is not going your way , but hey, thats life. What everyone said is true , about the way u think , and if things go wrong , just forget about it , and think about something else, think positively .if your worried about something dont procrastinate , if you miss something , try to make up for it , but dont cause the problem to deepen and dwell on it . Itll just get worse to the point that u might hurt yourself . try to open up more often and dont hold those feelings back, thats why we have friends family and lovers for.

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