createBlog Diary., Version 3. Options

[inthemudhole]

Okie. The other one was getting really long. @_@
So here I am.. making a new one. :P

Credit to faithin_felix for the last diary thread.

Guidelines/Rules/Format

-Please do it in diary format. (Example: Dear createBlog Diary,)
-Talk about your day, or anything else like that.
-Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

(That's all I can think of right now. Another mod can add onto this if you wish to.)

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I'll start it off, then.

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Hey.

Things have been.. shitty again..
Well, I was absolutely ECSTATIC yesterday.. and I still am.

Just things with my personal life have been getting me down a lot lately.
There have been a lot of feuds in my household lately, I got bad grades for the first semester, my parents are going to freak about my grades, my friend keeps ditching me for her boyfriend, my other friend is going to ask this guy out who I've been liking since the beginning of this school year.. and other assorted things.

I'm extremely stressed out right now, believe it or not.
I'm SUCH a procrastinator. I REALLY need to break that habit.
I'm going to do MUCH better for the second semester. That is my main goal right now.. to get really good grades to make up for the crappy semester one grades.

I'm still kind of.. discouraged.
>< Bleh.

I don't even know what I want to do with my life.
I know I'm only 13 and only in the 8th grade, but it just hit me today.. I need to start thinking about a career so I can take the appropriate classes to help me with getting that career.
We had the school counselors come into English and talk to us about setting goals and crap like that for our future.. that's why it hit me. I NEED to get a back-up career, too.. since who knows if my band will make it big by the time I form it?

Oh well. Maybe I should focus on the positive part of my day.

eEeee! Schedule change. Cody's now in two of my classes. <3

Now I have clay and sculpture instead of wood.. eEee! Josh is in that class. <3 Crap. >< He'll probably end up sitting by me, too.. since he was absent today.. and the only open spots in the classroom are at my table, and at the table next to me.

Anyway, I typed out a lot today..

See yah.

-Brie

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Alright! Resume posting!

[someflipguy]

Dear Diary,

I fell like sometimes I just want to scream and let all my anger out. I just don't undestand how people can be really that ungreatful. I go out and try to make them feel special but, they go out and throw the shit in my freaking face. Sure I don't want them to get into trouble and she don't want me to get into trouble. But, you know what I am taking the chance not you, feel free to tell me in a nice way that I am doing this whole thing wrong but, you know what cursing and shit towards me isn't the way to go. I was there when you were having hard times with them boys. But, now you just decide that I am nobody to you. I see how are friendship is really. When you get something from someone you just throw them away you get it. Just don't think that you can come back to me and Pablo just with a simple "Sorry." We were your friends and you go out and treat us like shit. What the f**k is wrong with you? We try to humor ourselves to say that you really didn't mean it but deep inside we both knew that you were telling the truth about what you said. All that hidden anger and secrets that we never knew. Go ask your other friends to comfort you when you need it the most. Don't ask me to hug and listen to you when your heart is breaking. If your to foolish to realize the truth then our friendship can never survive.

On a different note, my love life is starting to purk up. I got my Thao Thao and shes got me. I want to make our moments together very special. May it be just sitting and watching tv or going out partying or more special things. I am glad that I have you.

-Ryan