createBlog Diary., Version 3. Options

[inthemudhole]

Okie. The other one was getting really long. @_@
So here I am.. making a new one. :P

Credit to faithin_felix for the last diary thread.

Guidelines/Rules/Format

-Please do it in diary format. (Example: Dear createBlog Diary,)
-Talk about your day, or anything else like that.
-Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

(That's all I can think of right now. Another mod can add onto this if you wish to.)

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I'll start it off, then.

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Hey.

Things have been.. shitty again..
Well, I was absolutely ECSTATIC yesterday.. and I still am.

Just things with my personal life have been getting me down a lot lately.
There have been a lot of feuds in my household lately, I got bad grades for the first semester, my parents are going to freak about my grades, my friend keeps ditching me for her boyfriend, my other friend is going to ask this guy out who I've been liking since the beginning of this school year.. and other assorted things.

I'm extremely stressed out right now, believe it or not.
I'm SUCH a procrastinator. I REALLY need to break that habit.
I'm going to do MUCH better for the second semester. That is my main goal right now.. to get really good grades to make up for the crappy semester one grades.

I'm still kind of.. discouraged.
>< Bleh.

I don't even know what I want to do with my life.
I know I'm only 13 and only in the 8th grade, but it just hit me today.. I need to start thinking about a career so I can take the appropriate classes to help me with getting that career.
We had the school counselors come into English and talk to us about setting goals and crap like that for our future.. that's why it hit me. I NEED to get a back-up career, too.. since who knows if my band will make it big by the time I form it?

Oh well. Maybe I should focus on the positive part of my day.

eEeee! Schedule change. Cody's now in two of my classes. <3

Now I have clay and sculpture instead of wood.. eEee! Josh is in that class. <3 Crap. >< He'll probably end up sitting by me, too.. since he was absent today.. and the only open spots in the classroom are at my table, and at the table next to me.

Anyway, I typed out a lot today..

See yah.

-Brie

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Alright! Resume posting!

[Flaunted]

Dear Createblog Diary,

i feel this is going to be a long entry

I wish i can help my friends, there is so much tension and problems in my "groups" of friends i can't keep track at all, i wish it would all just go away. My Friend said that i should go to King of Hearts, it would be lovely to go but i have no boyfriend and no one i like to make a possible date, the whole dance is just making out and dry sex, why would i want to go if i don't want to share it with the person i go with as friends? (oh dear i sound like a slut) anyways i'm going to a party instead with some friends who aren't going as well.

I know he has been busy lately, i don't mind it that much but i really miss talking to him and knowing he is around, i feel like i'm not up to the standards and i'm just one boring chick that never have any good conversations. He says i'm not but i'm still if-y about it. i try to think of ways to talk but it doesn't do anything really. i don't like how things are going now and if they are going to stay this way. we barely talk...

Anna, is a awesome person, her birthday is tomorrow? i am sure to put a birthday card with my letter that i am currently writing to her, its going to be so cool, but my handwriting is very messy and i doodled a lot on it.

So my cousin and aunts and uncle have been here for over a month, they seem to settle down pretty well, its just different because i want my parents out of my room and them out of my house, i mean 7 people in this small of a apartment isn't cozy. my cousin has driven me over the wall with his disrespect to his parents and his manners. he is very stubborn and just annoying, my mom almost killed him the otherday because he almost got ran over by a car, seriously if he did, i wouldn't be sad. his parents try to disipline him really but they don't do it, he never learns his lesson, he never listens only to my mom, dad and me when we really yell at him. when will he ever learn? my mom said i can have the priviledge to hurt him if i have to, but my damn conscience is blocking me to do so.

errr lets stop talking
bye for now.
sam.

[*Azarel*]

Anna, is a awesome person, her birthday is tomorrow? i am sure to put a birthday card with my letter that i am currently writing to her, its going to be so cool, but my handwriting is very messy and i doodled a lot on it

Ilu, you awesome person, you.

Dear createBlog diary,
It's been a week since I've written anything of true content here. Not that long, but it feels like an eternity. This last week and a half, it's been a bit hellish. Car accident last Monday. Been going to robotics. Grades today; they sucked. It's been over a month since we've really talked. I don't feel like elaborating. I'm sick because of Jenn, and I feel like shit. Nobody seems to care enough to at least try to talk to me when I IM them. It sucks. I feel utterly unwanted.
-Me.