death of a friend Options

[*islandgirl4eva*]

Saturday afternoon a friend of my died in the boys locker room at my school at baseball conditioning. No one knows why yet, he was just found on the floor, not breathing. It's been tearing me up inside, along with the rest of our school. (R.I.P. Joe) I haven't fully registered it yet, and I haven't really all-out bawled...but when I see his body at the viewing, I know I will...

Have you ever had a friend die? How did you take it?

[Gypsy Eyes]

I'm very sorry to hear that, I really am. i know how it feels.

Three of my friends died on september 11. I actually took this pretty well, because they died trying to save eachother. Obviously, it affected me greatly, but not as much as other people that have died because I had no way of stopping this.

Last october my boyfriend at the time, Cal, drowned while he was out kayaking on a lake with his twin brother. I did not take this very well at all, considering I was going to go over to his house, but i wasn't feeling well so i didn't and he went out with his brother instead. That was one of the scariest things I have ever seen.

And last december, one of my closest friends, India, killed herself. This one also effected me the most, because I didn't realize anything was wrong. I mean i had a suspicion, but I blew it off because I didn't think anything like that would ever happen. That was by far the scariest thing I have ever seen, she hung herself.

I wish you luck, it is very hard to overcome the death of a friend. if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm always here.