Too long..., imy... Options

[x3chrissyx3]

Today my boyfriend of 2 years and 11 months (tomorrow) left for treatment in California. He said it could be anywhere from 4 to 8 months until he gets back. He said he'll call and email me as soon and as much as he possibly can...and I know it's what he needs to do to get better, but I'm kind of selfish. I really miss him, and I really wish that he didn't have to go. I know it'll be hard for a while, possibly for the entire time he's gone...but for now, I've been upset. I honestly, have not stopped crying. I was hysterical at one point, but now it's just...the tears keep falling down. I look at the sky and I thought "well, at least we're under the same sky" and I started crying again, I made pizza and I was crying, I don't know. We're still together, but I feel like a huge part of me has been broken into pieces =/ Maybe I'm just over-reacting?

I hope he doesn't find someone else - he says he won't, and I know he loves me...very much so, but even the thought that anything could happen is killing me. At the moment, I don't think it will, but you get how I feel.

Lets just pray he gets better. maybe if he gets better sooner he can come back sooner.

Any uplifting words or something? I don't know the point of this, but I really needed to vent in a short paragraph and maybe get some feedback?

Thanks a lot...

[lilJdawg]

Awww, feel better. do you want him to get better though? you gotta' live through this till he gets back, write him letters, email him, call him. that's the only way you can keep in touch with him. don't need to cry. i know you miss him a lot but you got to keep your head high till he gets back.