>WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME!<, one night with him.. and we dont talk Options

[The_unknown_girl]

Well.. this past friday December 17 2004 i went to a party.. got a little tipsy.. ended up talking to a really great guy from my school.. ended up laying in a bed with him.. and then ended up on a couch with him.. and having sex.. he came to the party high and had a few beers.. and before we did anything he said he stayed there for me cause he thought i was pretty.. he repeated again ur really pretty.. and then we started makin out.. and then he whispered in my ear do u want o have sex? and i said yes.. and so blah blah blah.. in the morning.. went to the bed upstairs again and he came in about 5 10 min later.. and we talked about random thing and then he game me his number gave me a hug and kiss good bye and he left.. for like 20 min. and came back.. and then i left.. without a single word after we hugged and kiss before.. so i didnt call him saturday .. or sunday decided to clal him on monday night and he answered i told him who i was and he said he would call me back.. and never did.. and now everyone knows about us in school and he hasnt talked to me.. ever.. since that day... ive completely fallin for him.. without know if he has feelings for me still.. he was my 2nd.. and i remeber this with my first i felt this same way but i really want to be more than what we are now.. and im really scared to talk to him.. idk why.. but i am.. but i REALLY REALLY want to ttalk to him.. i really want to make a relationship out of this.. but i dont know if he even has 1 bit of feelings for me..

do i call him again?

if so what would i say?
but ya.. please i dont want simpathy.. just advice.. some good advice ..

a girl in need.. for feeling and love..

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Well i thank all of u for ur honesty.. but i talked to him on wednesday the 22nd and it turns out he really did call me back on monday the 17th.. and i didnt answer my cell phone. and we had a long talk about everything.. and we are okay now.. i know i may seem young.. and its way too sad to see someone like me out in the world.. loosing thare virginity at 14 but when i lost it i was sober.. i know that doesnt make it any better but.. hey.. its not ur problem.. but thanks everyone! i really appriciate everyones honesty.. i dont know exactly that i feel the same way about him as before when i didnt talk to him but it gave me some releif to talk to him made me feel alot BETTER!!!

[bad_girl]

u have to wait till he talks to u. nothing can be done if he isnt talking!!