suicide, i think it's come to this Options

[Harmony]

well yeah the title explaines it all. yeha i have been having a whole lot of problems. my mom thinks im on drugs my step dad thinks so to so they all ways search my room. i think they put a camera some where in it but im not sure. my parents moved me away from all my friends because they thought they were a bad infuelence on me. i lost the one thing that kept me happy. i can't play basketball or volleyball any more cause my new school doesn't have those sports. my mom wouldn't let me play football cause she thinks im gonna get hurt. i don't fit in at the school im at now because it's like if u don't do crack then you're an out cast. and i don't do drugs and never had cause it tore my familly apart. i was once really popular and had a lot of friends that were at my old school. im slowly loosing the friends i had at my old school. my parents are always yelling at me. my teachers at school all think i cheat because i do really good in their class but don't pay attention. but i do good because this school sucks academically. the one girl that i do love hates me now. i get into a lot of fights now because i get so stressed. it seems like my familly hates me. my grandma wont let me move in with her but she lets my older sister move in with her because my grandma doesn't like me. and if i did move in with her all this would change and i would be happy. but yeah i don't think it's gonna happen. no one really cares about me any more, and i really don't have any reason to live any more. i can't do wat i wanted to do in life cause the school i goto doesn't have the courses that i have to take to get into the college i want to. i haven't seen my dad in like 2 years. my step dad is always threatening me. and my mom is starting to get really sick and my familly blames it on me saying that im killing her because they don't like me at all and it really doesn't help. and i just don't know wat to do any more. my life has just been going down hill for a long time and i have been thinking about this for a long time. so i just don't know wat to do.

[KissMe2408]

i know ur pain, i was suicidal once, but please don't hurt yourself, trust me u'll regret it later on. You need to find some help. belive me, it gets better then this :) and it's good that you posted this topic because atleast ur putting your feelings out there