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 Dec 14 2004, 12:10 PM
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here i am. my parents are out. i'm not feeling very happy today. i crank up the music and start drinking away..my loud cry being drained out by the music. i have a rope around my neck, a bottle of sleeping pills in my hand and knife by my side. i can't decide which to use.today's my daddy's birthday. birthday. i hate birthdays. i don't really give a damn though. i kept drinking away..and the picture of my dad coming home from his birthday dinner party repeats over and over in my head...i picture him open my door and find me hanging from my ceiling vent and a knife through my body, still gripping tightly on the bottle of pills. i began to cry...i should..i should..i should..so my parents will regret leaving me home alone all the time. but..i couldn't do it. it's his birthday. he will never be able to celebrate his fukin birthday again. so i keep drinking. thinking. wishing. that i had had a gun instead. |
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Dec 16 2004, 11:29 AM
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lovesick+ Group: Member Posts: 117 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,104 |
QUOTE(angel_roh @ Dec 15 2004, 2:02 PM) yeah gun gives you a faster thought lol... but wait was this really your MOOD? O_O;;;;; but anyways very bloody kinda way story...heh but it's ok. it showed how you went through that process and how your feelings were in that time. danng you must have been really mad like you felt like you want to destroy everything in the house o__o;; yea..it's how i really felt..-.- not proud that i was thinkin this way tho..T.T |
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kyootE_krn_bebe suicidal me. Dec 14 2004, 12:10 PM
smthngcrprategrl34 it's good Dec 14 2004, 04:35 PM angel-roh yeah gun gives you a faster thought lol... but wai... Dec 15 2004, 02:02 PM krispy_kreme333 i cant tell if thats how u really felt or what Dec 16 2004, 10:56 AM caity_bug2005 Very interesting. Good job. Lol. Dec 16 2004, 11:29 AM krispy_kreme333 ya ive felt that way alot but ya i no how u feel Dec 16 2004, 11:38 AM
MyVermilionPlague I get it, but it doesn't seem like you were fe... Dec 24 2004, 02:43 AM |
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