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 Dec 13 2004, 11:31 PM
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I see my ex-boyfriend and I just want to kill him. Well, i can't do that or ill go to hell. Maybe just injure him really really bad. I'm still bitter. When I see him i just think about how to hurt him. Which is terrible since the only time i see him is at a church related activity so I'm thinking evil thoughts in a holy place. hahaha im a rebel i guess. Is it wrong to hate someone terribly but for some odd reason love them? I think I'm bi-polar. oh God help me.
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Dec 14 2004, 07:23 PM
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We broke up around September
 . It was such a good way to start off the new school year. I saw some guys but i stopped. I still really care about him and i love him. Dating those guys didn't help me at all, it just made me think about him more. I can't just lie to myself and say the typical junk about young romance " Oh, it won't work out anyways because youre so young " " when you guys go to college the odds are against you, its the invitible ( ? is that right? i doubt it?) ", but I don't know my feelings are so strong. There's also that whole cliche " True Love Waits", yea i thought I'd go for that, but I lack the patience. My heart can wait but my emotional needs can't! I need that someone to care for! Kinda like a pet. hahaha. My parents are allergic to basically any domesticated animal, so putting my love to a pet won't work. I guess I just have to learn to be patient or start getting use to living a lie.  Maybe I'll get a Neopet. HAHAHA 
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TrueLoveWaits is it wrong Dec 13 2004, 11:31 PM
pympgangsta4real Don't worry... that's how I feel about my ... Dec 13 2004, 11:41 PM yanners it's ok to want to kill him. just don't r... Dec 14 2004, 12:41 AM TrueLoveWaits I don't know what to do. I'll talk about i... Dec 14 2004, 08:16 AM mouse_3k i feel u. I think bout my ex everyday and i miss h... Dec 14 2004, 06:38 PM TrueLoveWaits Fantastic! I'm hoping he gets hit by a tru... Dec 14 2004, 06:51 PM LadyXTor It's alright. A lot of people feel that way a... Dec 14 2004, 06:53 PM audory i felt that when my ex bf broke up with me after a... Dec 14 2004, 07:10 PM TrueLoveWaits hahaha oh yes there's lots of guys out there. ... Dec 14 2004, 07:24 PM
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And no, it's not wro... Dec 14 2004, 08:55 PM |
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