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 Dec 13 2004, 11:31 PM
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I see my ex-boyfriend and I just want to kill him. Well, i can't do that or ill go to hell. Maybe just injure him really really bad. I'm still bitter. When I see him i just think about how to hurt him. Which is terrible since the only time i see him is at a church related activity so I'm thinking evil thoughts in a holy place. hahaha im a rebel i guess. Is it wrong to hate someone terribly but for some odd reason love them? I think I'm bi-polar. oh God help me.
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Dec 14 2004, 08:16 AM
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I don't know what to do. I'll talk about it and then feel fine. I'd come to the conclusion I'll just have to respect it and I'd just have to move on, but then something happens and I want to go back SO bad. My friends tell me to turn to God and everything will be better. Gotta love those good christains friends giving good church advice.
 . I should probably grow with my faith and what not. hahaha and love when I'm older and ready for that kind of emotional commitment. It sounds smart, but so hard to do. LOL I'm so evil. I'm actually waiting for when he's weak and I'm going to make a move. I can't help it! Plus I feel like I'll be waiting forever for that weak moment, he seems ok and I only pretend to be okay. GRRRUGH  Maybe it's better to hate him or find someone else. I feel like a little kid for saying this but " I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE I WANT HIM!"
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TrueLoveWaits is it wrong Dec 13 2004, 11:31 PM
pympgangsta4real Don't worry... that's how I feel about my ... Dec 13 2004, 11:41 PM yanners it's ok to want to kill him. just don't r... Dec 14 2004, 12:41 AM mouse_3k i feel u. I think bout my ex everyday and i miss h... Dec 14 2004, 06:38 PM TrueLoveWaits Fantastic! I'm hoping he gets hit by a tru... Dec 14 2004, 06:51 PM LadyXTor It's alright. A lot of people feel that way a... Dec 14 2004, 06:53 PM audory i felt that when my ex bf broke up with me after a... Dec 14 2004, 07:10 PM TrueLoveWaits We broke up around September . It was such a goo... Dec 14 2004, 07:23 PM TrueLoveWaits hahaha oh yes there's lots of guys out there. ... Dec 14 2004, 07:24 PM
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