strands of existance, poems.... Options

[RiddleMeWonders]

Josh

Why can't I look you in the eye?
What do I try to hide?
Is there something no one knows about me?
What is it I don't want you to see?
Too many questions for my mind to comprehend
never sleeping wanting questioning to end,
I stare in my mirror rimmed with gold,
searching for an answer on a face that looks so cold.

These feelings won't leave me be.
The lies keeping stirring leading back to me.
I'm trying but I still feel incomplete
Feel like I'm dieing and you refuse to hold me.

I'll tell you everything
I'll show you what I know
But it won't be enough.
Til it's over the answer is lost to you.
Til I find it there can be nothing left to prove
I won't hide, but it's what I want to do
I'll stick it out because I know I love you..

[RiddleMeWonders]

What is alone?

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What is alone to you?
What does it mean when you say, “we’re though.”
Feeling alone, and I’ll probably die this way.
What does it mean when you say “I do?”
What is alone to you?
And the feeling escapes, just for a while it breaks…
And I can empathize with you.

Where do you hide when you’re here?
Where to you chase your fears?
Come and waste the day, with me away.
Where do you hide when you’re here?
Will anything ever be clear?
And for a moment the clouds,
tear away from the shrouds…
And I can be there, here…

What does it mean when you say you're alone?
Were you stuck outside on a doorstep throne?
Come and taste the day, with me away.
What does it mean when you say "I do"?
What does it mean when you say you're alone?
And the suffering ends,
takes a step then it bends
Takes a last breath and says goodbye...
That's how I know that means alone- you might die.