Alone, Why do i feel this way? Options

[TreesTurnMeOn]

Okay..I just broke up with my boyfriend that cheated on me because I just didn't feel the same and everytime i saw him I cried. Yet I still feel and emptiness inside of me, like a never ending pit and it can't be filled until I feel his love again. i am the one who broke up with him so why am I supposed to feel like this? I want it to go away. And it's weird because I used to be depressed and he brought me out of it and back onto my feet again, and it feels like he just dropped me on my ass and back I plunge into the never ending darkeness again. How am I supposed to get rid of this feeling?