OMFG just listen u f*kin b****...., but i still love u tho.. Options

[xj_liana_tx]

ok one of my good frind kris.. omg.. were do i even begin.. we live in different states now sincei moved...we talk on the fone to give eachother updates on our life about once a week rite?? well mostly i call her since her lazyass just "dont wna move and pick up something that weighs 50g" and since i dont have a cell phone it costs for me to call her. almost everytime i call her, she was like "hey i can't talk, i have hw... i have ppl over... i m sleepy.." and all these excuses, i m like ok.. and well.. samething when she gets online when i wna talk to her. and ok.. her xanga, since she is new at it, i am the one who does her xanga and spent my precious hours on it, and she ends up bein so picky and everything and blame me for this and blame for that and just never appreciates anything i do for her. and she goes to other ppl's xanga and prop them and she like never comes to mine. once i told her that there is this entry in my xanga thats really interestin and it ll give her some updates on my life, and ok.. she keeps on sayin that she ll read it, and i tried to keep the entry for really long so she can read it, and gues what?? 2 month has passed and i go "so have u read it?" and she went "oopes i forgot." and now she s been doin her xanga by herself now, just copy off skin and sayin that she made it, and well now she wrote on her entry "jay were r u?? help me with my xanga, where is she when i need her??" i got so fukin pissed cuz i was like.wtf?? were am i when u need me?? were r U when i need U??? huh??? and this weekend i accidentally got someone elses cell phone home and so the first thing i did was to call her, and guess wat, she NEVER returned my call, and now since the cell phone's owner is pissed at me for makin long distance cal even tho it doesn't cost a thing, he is demandin for the monthly bill.... and whenever i do get a hold of her, so like im there talkin for about 30 min, and after a while she goes "wat did u say?? sry i was readin novels..../sry i fell asleep.." And i donno how long ive stood up to ppl for her and helped her thro everything, and i just feel so used...

seriously.. wats wrong with me? wat did i ever do to her.. the sad thing is no matter how she is neglectin me, i still like her and i really wish that we can go back to how we were before i moved.

[xj_liana_tx]

i ve known her for pretty long and well our parents r good frinds (the whole asian connection thing).. and well ironically she is one of the few ppl that i can tell a lot of stuff to, and well i guess its not easy to find another person like that... i dono, i no that u guys r urging me to ditch her and stuff, but its really hard. i mean, i tried to ignore her but then she doesn't even no i m ignorin her (if u no wat imean).
and yeah i dont do her xanga n e more, but she got someone else to do it.