red tears, ........ Options

[wayne]

i dont know what the heck just happened... everything moved so fast. i feel like she didnt even care. everytime i wanted to talk seriouly with her about our probelms.. she took it as an argument... she never wanted to stay on hte phone. there was always some reason for her to go. now she is moving houses, and she has to stay with her moms freind. and we havent talked for 3 days. i feel like she doesnt want to talk to me cause she never calls, and when i call, nobody picks up. so when i say that i dont feel like i can be with her anymore.. she acts like she doesnt care. and leave me to think about her every seccond, and drive myself crazy. i sent my head through a wall over her once before... and im not going to do that again... this time.. im just going to cry...

and the tears arent clear....

fcuk the promise she and i made.. im doing it. and im going to tell her, and make her freaking suffer.. for all the freaking years she put me through crap...

she cheated on my 2 times... she had sex with one guy, and dated another one. she flirted with some guys at six flags, and has tons of guy "freinds"....

but when i talk to a girl, theres a problem...

fcuk it... im done....

and just now when i told her i was done.... she just said ok... i had doubts anyway. and im like what the fcuk? u never told me anything... i told this b1tch everything that goes on in my life.. and she cant tell me anything. she knows everything about me.. and i dont even know the first page of this girls life. yeah, i know about her parents situation, and her cousin with the abusive parents.. but she knows EVERYTHING about me. my parents dont even know that much info about me...

shit...

[jambaJUICE]

Are you still with "this bitch"