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[*AngelicEyz00*]

Hey Jorgen, [yeah, that's the subject title, only backwards... Negro J... haha]

It's Elba. Yeah, I haven't talked to you in forever; if you would call forever like three months. I'm online. I'm bored. I'm procrastinating. And obviously you crossed my mind, otherwise I wouldn't be taking these 10 minutes out of my "homework time" or rather online time to write you a little e-mail. Okay I'm just typing whatever crosses my mind right now-- so If anything is kinda random it's because I'm thinking randomly...

So what's new? If you don't mind me asking =] haha. I really have not heard anything from you or about you in the longest time. Last I heard you were still going out with that one girl? That's cool. I guess. Of course it is. Well, for you at least, right? I dunno really. Happy for you. As long as your happy. I'm still single. Still confused. What do single people do? Bleh, nevermind.

I went to Rialto last month. Went to the mills and even stopped by your water store. Just to say hi, you know. Your mom was there, but I never got out of the car because I didn't think you were there, so yeah. God, that sounds so stalkerish, but yeah. I just went to say hi, but changed my mind and left.

Anyways. College plans are stressful. I had to take tests, and I'm in the process of filling out applications and writing my college essays. I've been stressing lately, but that should be over soon. I got a nose job. I'm so happy. I got one, just like I said I would. I like my new nose. I really do. I love it. I still work at Arby's I was supposed to quit, but I never did. Even if I wanted to, I'm not sure if I'd know how to... heh

Enough about me, I thought this would be a quick lil short email, but it isn't because I keep typing what I'm thinking. I should just stop, like now. Will I send this? Yes, if you're reading this, then yes.

Okay, truth be told, I miss you. Or at least talking to you, you know? I think about you a lot... Just because I'm curious. I'm a curious person, I just never do anything about it. But I hope you're doing great. I could be doing better, but eh. I'm curious to know if you found out for sure if what's-her-face's baby was yours [i really did forget her name... oh wait, was it annete?... w/e] I'm also curious to hear about what you've been up to. Meh, I'm bored. Nevermind. I feel like I'm bugging you for some reason =\ If I am, I don't mean to, you can just ignore this.

Well yeah. I hope you're doing well. Take care

<3 Elba

p.s. yeah, there really is no p.s I just felt the need to put a non-existing one...

p.s.s okay, why does this email seem so formal o.O eh, w/e, take care

p.s.s.s je t'aime... malheureusement, je t'aimerai toujours

-okay, so i guess ultimately there was a ps O.o ... and this took more than 10 minutes >.<



I wrote my ex an email. I now think I am stupid. Yes. idiot.

[*AngelicEyz00*]

oh but i am

it's been a year since we broke up, btw and i haven't seen him since... january or spoken to him since... september, i should have forgotten about him a long time ago