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[*AngelicEyz00*]

Hey Jorgen, [yeah, that's the subject title, only backwards... Negro J... haha]

It's Elba. Yeah, I haven't talked to you in forever; if you would call forever like three months. I'm online. I'm bored. I'm procrastinating. And obviously you crossed my mind, otherwise I wouldn't be taking these 10 minutes out of my "homework time" or rather online time to write you a little e-mail. Okay I'm just typing whatever crosses my mind right now-- so If anything is kinda random it's because I'm thinking randomly...

So what's new? If you don't mind me asking =] haha. I really have not heard anything from you or about you in the longest time. Last I heard you were still going out with that one girl? That's cool. I guess. Of course it is. Well, for you at least, right? I dunno really. Happy for you. As long as your happy. I'm still single. Still confused. What do single people do? Bleh, nevermind.

I went to Rialto last month. Went to the mills and even stopped by your water store. Just to say hi, you know. Your mom was there, but I never got out of the car because I didn't think you were there, so yeah. God, that sounds so stalkerish, but yeah. I just went to say hi, but changed my mind and left.

Anyways. College plans are stressful. I had to take tests, and I'm in the process of filling out applications and writing my college essays. I've been stressing lately, but that should be over soon. I got a nose job. I'm so happy. I got one, just like I said I would. I like my new nose. I really do. I love it. I still work at Arby's I was supposed to quit, but I never did. Even if I wanted to, I'm not sure if I'd know how to... heh

Enough about me, I thought this would be a quick lil short email, but it isn't because I keep typing what I'm thinking. I should just stop, like now. Will I send this? Yes, if you're reading this, then yes.

Okay, truth be told, I miss you. Or at least talking to you, you know? I think about you a lot... Just because I'm curious. I'm a curious person, I just never do anything about it. But I hope you're doing great. I could be doing better, but eh. I'm curious to know if you found out for sure if what's-her-face's baby was yours [i really did forget her name... oh wait, was it annete?... w/e] I'm also curious to hear about what you've been up to. Meh, I'm bored. Nevermind. I feel like I'm bugging you for some reason =\ If I am, I don't mean to, you can just ignore this.

Well yeah. I hope you're doing well. Take care

<3 Elba

p.s. yeah, there really is no p.s I just felt the need to put a non-existing one...

p.s.s okay, why does this email seem so formal o.O eh, w/e, take care

p.s.s.s je t'aime... malheureusement, je t'aimerai toujours

-okay, so i guess ultimately there was a ps O.o ... and this took more than 10 minutes >.<



I wrote my ex an email. I now think I am stupid. Yes. idiot.

[Winter]

So what's new? If you don't mind me asking =] haha. I really have not heard anything from you or about you in the longest time. Last I heard you were still going out with that one girl? That's cool. I guess. Of course it is. Well, for you at least, right? I dunno really. Happy for you. As long as your happy. I'm still single. Still confused. What do single people do? Bleh, nevermind.

Gawd damn you sound exactly like me.

It sucks huh?

Bleh.