Misunderstood Options

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Ever felt so alone in the world as if there was no one there to lend u a helping hand? I have and I still do...Although I have friends and family to be there for me i never felt completely satsfied or completely loved..Maybe because I just feel so misunderstood..Its as if all my life my friends werent really my friends and my family was never family..I've held on to such undescribable pain that has caused me to hurt so much..However all I try to do is shake it off and let it go by wearing a mask of someone who Im really not...I changed a lot..viewed life differently..and expressed my opinions differently too..But nothing amounts to the suffering ive been through and how much I just wanted someone to once understand me and quit giving advices that people like me will never take..Because its not advice or help we need but to be understood as more than just some ordinary person..We need to be heard..