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This may be a stupid question..., but i need advice.
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post Nov 16 2004, 11:25 PM
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i know i've posted on here like 3 times asking for advice and i really appreciate everything people have told me but i have another stupid question. ermm.gif well let me start of by saying i am not really good w/telling what guys think and even telling if they like me well my friend james, one of my good friends, has this friend named Luke, and well i've met him a few times thought he was cute, and seemed really sweet, today i told james what i thought about luke and well a few days ago i had this dream about them coming over to my house and we went up to the school at night and watched some sort of dance, and well today i say Luke after school talked to him a bit and went home and later James called me asking me if Luke and him could come over and then us all go to the International Banquet at the SCHOOL, and i asked my parents and they said yes, i had forgotten all about the dream until the French club started doing the "Can Can" and James had told luke that i thought he was cute earlier, and james kept leaving me and luke to eitehr talk to people or to take pictures of the clubs doing dances and so me and luke just talked and i asked him if james talked to him and he said yes and he started smiling but then he told me that the thing is his ex broke up with him a while ago to go out with someone else, and so at that moment i just like dropped the whole thing cuz i dont like to bring it up incase he wasn't over her, well I didn’t want to go home after it ended so we went to the park but since I’m not allowed in other people’s cars, and I told James that so James asked Luke if he could drive His car. and luke walked with me to the park which is next to the school, It was nice. Then we all sat at the park till around 9pm and me and luke kept looking at the stars and talking and he gave me the flower he took from the table and it's a paper mashea flower and we all just sat there then we decided to leave and James again drove his car and Luke walked me home, and he walked me up to my door and he gave me a hug and i said i would invite him inside but my parents are *err* and it's late, and he said yeah, then he kissed me! a peck on the lips and he looked at me and i had this stupid smile on my face and then he kissed me agian just a kiss on the lips but see i dont know what to think if he likes me or what, i'm confused, cuz i'm really shy around guys and it was a totally unexpected but great thing and i havn't known him that long so i'm just like *confusion* lol. if anyone has any advice or wants to call me stupid...lol. it would be appreacitaed. i know that was a stupid question some of ya'll are thinking, but i dont know...i'm not sure....

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post Nov 18 2004, 05:00 PM
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_smile.gif Thanks ya'll have really helped me to understand part of the situtation, he is a very sweet guy and i really hope that maybe me and him can become better friends, but he is the kind of guy i am going to have to tell my parents dont judge on the way he dresses, because my parents dont like the whole "alternitvie" look, which sucks. but ehh their my parents. well he is the kind of guy i can fall for fast, i mean he's sweet, and really amazing, we do have some things in common. well the only thing that scares me is the fact that i've been hurt so many times before and i dont want to be just a friend with benifits....maybe if i put the note u could see what i mean.... this is the note he wrote. word for word.

SQUISHY!, hey what up, i hope you feel better, not to help you but i'm getting sick too. so anywayz i feel better that we understand each other, and it was confusing of me to do what i did. I Sry! but i too am glad to meet you and you are sweet and so Squishy happy.gif and hopefully we do get to know each other better...i think aj influences me in wanting to be a whore...but i see that it's just confusing and you dont seem to be a person who's loking for that kind of relationship...or are you? because i'm all for Make out buddies shifty.gif . well i'm really sorry this is short and sloppy too. <3 LMA

i really dont know what to make of the note besides that he's just not looking for a relationship right now and i understand that, i mean i wouldn't be either. but i did tell him that i really dont know what kind of relationship i am looking for, but i do like commitment in mine and not just friends with benifits and i didn't know what a "make out buddie" was until james (both of ours, best friend) explained it to me, but i'm glad he told me he didn't want to lead me on, cuz i've been hurt before and it sucks. and that was pretty much it. _unsure.gif

it seems like this just keeps going..... ermm.gif any more idea's?

that's the only part i really dont get...the note...i mean i get that he likes me and he meant the kiss, but the note. lol
 

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