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post Oct 24 2004, 01:00 AM
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yeah well lately i've been feeling really depressed cuz i got rejected by a guy that i really liked.. and my two best friends are dating, and i feel like i can't listen to whatever they say because they already have eachother.. everything just seems empty to me. i'm not sure if i'm like jealous or just whiny but i can't find i way to get over this.
 
 
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post Nov 17 2004, 02:30 PM
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a poem for all the loners like me _smile.gif

INNER CONFLICT

There is an agony inside....

Its a final stage cancer in my mind
an internal homorrhage in my soul
lt it a severe attack in my heart
an epidemic beyond control

lt is the sanctuary of my sorrows
the nursery of my cries
its the cementery of my tomorrows
where my life dies.

lt is the center of my sadness
the prophecy of my destiny
it is the shadow of my loneliness
the curse of being me.
Because l just can't live
without ever feeling this way
it had been my trademark
my medicine for every day.

l thought it was good for me
but it was a lie
slowly it conquers me
waiting until l die

why l must be like this
every time l'm alone
what is the cure for this
thinking all of my hopes is gone

and again
there is an agony inside me
the secret l keep for so long
the inner conflict behind me
having doubts if its right or wrong
 

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anger_is_my_friend   ever feel so alone??   Oct 24 2004, 01:00 AM
xxdaydreamer143   yea actually i've been feeling that way lately...   Oct 24 2004, 02:01 AM
Weird addiction   for the moment no but ive felt like that in the pa...   Oct 24 2004, 09:03 AM
silver rain   bleh, i feel like that all the time.   Oct 24 2004, 12:51 PM
dreamerOi   yeup alone. &nope your not jealous i think you...   Oct 24 2004, 12:53 PM
jambaJUICE   Yeah. It's always like that. Don't end up...   Oct 24 2004, 01:26 PM
wayne   i always feel alone. even when im with people   Oct 24 2004, 01:34 PM
blowpops69   yes. i always feel alone when im not wit sumbody. ...   Oct 24 2004, 09:44 PM
slurp   i kinda feel the same i guess, well dont let the f...   Oct 24 2004, 09:49 PM
mouse_3k   be patient..I feel alone everyday. because my firs...   Oct 24 2004, 09:54 PM
xxmzkrnpunkster4   i feel alone all the time..my mom goes out alot an...   Oct 24 2004, 11:40 PM
Shattered_Hope   i feel the same...err..but um not exactly...ehh yo...   Oct 27 2004, 08:05 PM
rottencherries   Ya, I feel alone all the time too. I mean, when I...   Oct 27 2004, 08:15 PM
sheddingtears   aw yeah. i've never been rejected before and t...   Nov 8 2004, 11:42 PM
LiNHy POO   i feel the same way.... no one really listens i gu...   Nov 8 2004, 11:57 PM
sharerol   Yes, I've been feeling that way for a while no...   Nov 9 2004, 12:02 AM
IamNoBody   haha yea......I feel alone even when I'm with ...   Nov 11 2004, 02:09 PM
br0ken smile   yea, especially lately. I hate it. Like one minu...   Nov 11 2004, 03:12 PM
royalfreshness   Aw, I hope you do get over it. I know it's ha...   Nov 11 2004, 03:18 PM
sweetbaby109   yup, i always do   Nov 12 2004, 10:33 PM
LiLaZnGirL122   ur so effing pretty!! opps sry bac to the...   Nov 12 2004, 11:05 PM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   yeah. same w/ me. all of my friends have bf's...   Nov 13 2004, 02:07 PM
xj_liana_tx   o well its life, we r still young so ther r plenty...   Nov 13 2004, 03:55 PM
audory   yea...i feel that way now. especially since i rli ...   Nov 13 2004, 05:29 PM
anger_is_my_friend   aww thanks you guys... it's relieving to know ...   Nov 13 2004, 07:10 PM
xocrziiblondeox   bleh i feel like that now... feel better!   Nov 13 2004, 07:42 PM
azn_r4pf4n   haha im glad yall r feelin better. i feel alone s...   Nov 13 2004, 10:01 PM
1--GIRL   Aww.. it'll go away.   Nov 13 2004, 10:10 PM
xcesx   Awwiez I knoe watchu mean...I was the same way..eg...   Nov 13 2004, 10:25 PM
so0o_contagious   well, i get like.. really lonely.. like i want som...   Nov 13 2004, 10:28 PM
anger_is_my_friend   omg the same thing happens to me! it's lik...   Nov 14 2004, 12:14 AM
kaytee_lou   i used to feel like that because my two best frien...   Nov 16 2004, 02:14 PM
lostinlife   I feel really cold and lonely at thiz exact moment...   Nov 16 2004, 07:45 PM
FRESH_n_ScandeL0us   I use to feel really lonely...I always wanted some...   Nov 17 2004, 12:12 AM
broken_lance   l feel alone most of the time the girl l love do...   Nov 17 2004, 11:07 AM
Winter   I feel lonely a lot. Even when there are so many p...   Nov 17 2004, 11:15 AM
xcaptainunderpants   girls; i know how you feel but you can't just ...   Nov 17 2004, 11:23 AM
broken_lance   to winter, you feel alone and empty even there a...   Nov 17 2004, 12:15 PM
instantmusic   everyday   Nov 17 2004, 01:19 PM
CrimsonArchangel   QUOTE(wayne @ Oct 24 2004, 1:34 PM)i always f...   Nov 17 2004, 01:59 PM
broken_lance   yeah your right its nomal to feel alone sometime...   Nov 17 2004, 02:14 PM
broken_lance   a poem for all the loners like me INNER CONFLIC...   Nov 17 2004, 02:30 PM
nuhtim4capun013   i kno how u feel... my friends were like that too....   Nov 17 2004, 03:12 PM
miss barnes   yeah i feel like that sometimes too, its ok. i thi...   Nov 17 2004, 04:57 PM
xsilent_kidx   I feel alone because i never want anyones help,i r...   Nov 17 2004, 05:04 PM
kaleidoscoped   yeah, i do. i don't see my friends a lot, and ...   Nov 17 2004, 06:02 PM
sunissed14127   i know EXACTLY how you feel....i have been so depr...   Nov 17 2004, 10:39 PM
anger_is_my_friend   aww sunissed the same thing's going on with me...   Nov 17 2004, 11:04 PM
houjin_himo   i feel like that a lot...you know what makes it be...   Nov 18 2004, 01:14 AM
azn hunni xox   Yeah, sorta feel like that now... I guess a lot of...   Nov 18 2004, 03:15 AM
najae   don't let rejection get you down. if the guy...   Nov 18 2004, 03:26 AM
faze_O   im not in the same position but yeah i am feeling ...   Nov 18 2004, 03:27 AM
aznplayaz   same here my friend has a bf and shes usually the ...   Nov 18 2004, 02:34 PM
sammi rules you   i feel the exact same way. it seems like all my fr...   Nov 18 2004, 02:47 PM
anger_is_my_friend   aww don't say that.. that'll make me sad ...   Nov 19 2004, 09:41 PM
lonelydevil426   i feel the same way too...a lot of pplz do.   Nov 19 2004, 09:54 PM
B1onde_1ns1de   omg i feel exactly the same my two best friends ha...   Nov 20 2004, 06:18 PM
yanners   aww...i feel alone too, even though i'm not in...   Nov 20 2004, 11:43 PM
toyo loco   i feel alone like everyday all my fwendz have some...   Nov 20 2004, 11:48 PM
nyCxChink   you'll get over it eventually..i've been t...   Nov 21 2004, 12:16 AM


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