strands of existance, poems.... |
strands of existance, poems.... |
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![]() fell in love with a boy ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 523 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 16,965 ![]() |
Josh
Why can't I look you in the eye? What do I try to hide? Is there something no one knows about me? What is it I don't want you to see? Too many questions for my mind to comprehend never sleeping wanting questioning to end, I stare in my mirror rimmed with gold, searching for an answer on a face that looks so cold. These feelings won't leave me be. The lies keeping stirring leading back to me. I'm trying but I still feel incomplete Feel like I'm dieing and you refuse to hold me. I'll tell you everything I'll show you what I know But it won't be enough. Til it's over the answer is lost to you. Til I find it there can be nothing left to prove I won't hide, but it's what I want to do I'll stick it out because I know I love you.. |
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You can't just wipe it away, and say it's okay....
You can't keep running to the place you have to go If you don't know what direction you began in.. You can't pretend you're not scared, if you can't even name your fears... You can't say it doesn't matter if what you want isn't here.. ________________________ Remember me? I can't stand it when you say no one loves you.... because it means that I am no one........ And I can't take it when you say everyone hates me.... because that means that you can't tell I love you... I don't like it when you say you're not good enough.... because you're all I could ever hope to have.... -------------------------- Death at the Intersection Trachea I was there the whole time And I saw you die in yourself I swear you screamed so loud I could hear you The screams of nightmares come to haun you Long forgotten fears crawling from their graves Clawing at your skin, the itch that would never still I watched from across the room You looked so consumed And I'd die to later that week Was it too late or too soon? Should have known I would When I finally heard you cry to me Those words of resistance of broken commitment I cannot forgive this Won't you leave me alone?!!?! Oh, oh well, they screamed, then they fell |
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