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strands of existance, poems....
RiddleMeWonders
post Oct 16 2004, 05:27 PM
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Josh

Why can't I look you in the eye?
What do I try to hide?
Is there something no one knows about me?
What is it I don't want you to see?
Too many questions for my mind to comprehend
never sleeping wanting questioning to end,
I stare in my mirror rimmed with gold,
searching for an answer on a face that looks so cold.

These feelings won't leave me be.
The lies keeping stirring leading back to me.
I'm trying but I still feel incomplete
Feel like I'm dieing and you refuse to hold me.

I'll tell you everything
I'll show you what I know
But it won't be enough.
Til it's over the answer is lost to you.
Til I find it there can be nothing left to prove
I won't hide, but it's what I want to do
I'll stick it out because I know I love you..
 
 
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RiddleMeWonders
post Nov 15 2004, 06:10 PM
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fell in love with a boy
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You can't just wipe it away, and say it's okay....
You can't keep running to the place you have to go
If you don't know what direction you began in..
You can't pretend you're not scared, if you can't even name your fears...
You can't say it doesn't matter if what you want isn't here..

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Remember me?

I can't stand it when you say no one loves you....
because it means that I am no one........
And I can't take it when you say everyone hates me....
because that means that you can't tell I love you...
I don't like it when you say you're not good enough....
because you're all I could ever hope to have....




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Death at the Intersection Trachea

I was there the whole time
And I saw you die in yourself
I swear you screamed so loud I could hear you
The screams of nightmares come to haun you
Long forgotten fears crawling from their graves
Clawing at your skin, the itch that would never still
I watched from across the room
You looked so consumed
And I'd die to later that week
Was it too late or too soon?
Should have known I would
When I finally heard you cry to me
Those words of resistance
of broken commitment
I cannot forgive this
Won't you leave me alone?!!?!
Oh, oh well, they screamed, then they fell
 

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