is this my breaking point?, guys come & go right? Options

[inn0centmarianne]

Okay, so here's my crappy real life story, I started going out with a guy named JAN, I just recently broke up with him like a month ago, we went out for about a year and 4 months, my longest relationship so far. I started going out with my EX, MARK, and now I feel that I've made the worse decision, we were better as friends, I mean, he talks to me for like 2 minutes a day on the phone, and at school, he goes pulling off my earring, It's like wth? that hurts you know! So I feel that our communication with each other sucks really bad, then a week ago or something like that, a guy named MICHAEL, started talking to me and hes a really cool guy, he only sees me as a FRIEND, which totally sucks, I think I'm falling for this MICHAEL guy while I'm going with MARK, MICHAEL just found out that I liked him through a poem I wrote him, which is on my xanga, and he understood it, but he still only sees me as a friend, I know our friendship is better than nothing at all, but I fell HARD for MICHAEL, and now I don't know what to do, I dont want to break MARK'S heart, but I don't really feel anything for him anymore, what do I do? someone help me for real! I need advice, it's killing me inside, I'm hurting alot of people and I hate it, but I can't help stop my feelings? they are just too strong for me to handle! i'm going crazy here, and now this JAN guy, for a year and 4 months, wants me back, I don't want to go back to him, he put me through alot, and it's so hard to hear him cry, he said he sees me everywhere even when he tries being with another girl.. but what now? my head hurts... HELP! okay, wait theres more! this guy MICHAEL, hes my bestfriends EX boyfriend, she said it was ok to go out with him, but I couldnt hurt her like that, MICHAEL doesnt even like me? so this is weird huh?

[xjjajeengx]

^ WORD up there by krnxswat.
break up with him.
i think you need time by yourself for a little while, cause it might drive you insane soon enough. (this happned to me...) you just need to break off the ties and just kind of think to yourself, (even for a day) and choose who you want. its not about who THEY want, its about YOU and who YOU want. just cause your ex wants you back and all doesnt mean you ahve to go back to him. and just because you ahve a bf doesnt mean that you acnt dump him and go for someone else. You can, just you have to realize that by doing so, you might hurt them. but im shure that since mark or watever was a frend before, he would be your frend after you guys break up as well, but it might take some time for him to "heal." also, dont rush into getting michael's attention. slow it down, try to be good frends first. that will help in the future if you guys decide to go out or something.
DONT FEEL STRESSED OUT!! good luck and whatever you do, dont hurt urself aiite?